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2007-11-04T15:09:00.001+08:00

i shifted to a new blog http://www.xanga.com/nauyilfigured that blogger has too many personalised function. i rather my blog be simple.however i may switch back again. lol.

2007-07-24T15:30:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo.. long time since i blog.AGAIN.anyway went fr ntu odac camp last week.. FOOT 2007. I wont say tt its terrific bec i did many of e stuff but hey! i love e ppl there esp e snrs. GRACE & SHUNZHANG rox. grace reminds me of guihao but she's less loud & more cute than her.. heehee GH is so gona kill me.. anyway Shunzhang is 1 gd lookin gd guy. O well Im praising him again LOL! i was commenting

2007-07-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

okie i shd start posting.first thin first.. noticed dear jean n raymond got their partners n they r stil single on frenster :) haha ok fine mine's complicated. o well its so cute to find out who their partners are.raymond... impressive.anyway gona start my motor running fr uni liaoxx.. i tink my brain is rather rusty aft so many mths of doin brainles jobs. 1) checkin blue tooth headphones 2)

2007-02-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

im feeling better this days but i still have my downs when one person is not sensable enough.. hahaxx.. i got a bike! :) hehe. i bought a birkenstock!but my comp spoil :( using my dad's comp now.my birthday was rather fantastic.he bought me dinner :) FIRST TIME. feel so touched.let me boost.. dinner at SECRET RECIPE! :) wow :) :) :)but..my birthday seem to be missing something..it jus pass too

2007-01-14T12:24:00.000+08:00

things are getting better I guess.but i guess im still a v unhappy gurl. its like i nd ppl to cheer me up but of cos usually ppl stay away because they tink tt i will blow up or smthin. but no.. im more upset than angry.anyway smtimes my frens v nice.. they tried to help me but in e end it backfires n i got scolded instead.yest sm of us went night cycling. honestly i find biking quite fun.. i lik

2007-01-02T20:08:00.000+08:00

new yr le.. so fast..i feel weak.

2006-11-28T21:24:00.000+08:00

ahhhhso far away :Si miss dear :Sboo hoo hoo.

2006-11-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

today is a happy day:)but the uncertainties are still there.today was eating at katong laksa, this china waiter (young man) brought weikheam's lime juice and tell us "yi kuai er ba le " so we heard $1.28 for the drink. I went huh? and the guy repeated his sentence slowly "yi kuai er, ba le" (only $1.20), then i went oh. and he smiled oddly at me :Si was eatin my laksa (head down) when he came

2006-11-11T09:54:00.000+08:00

sorry for bein so negative for so many posts.. i guess this one will remain the same..haha.. maths paper was horrible! paper1 is like.. not e usual A level standards :S n paper 2.. i tink its difficult to pull e 1st paper's marks..but well its over..i'll move on..many ppl r goin to finish their papers tis comin week.. but bio students haf 1 more week to go.. :S goshh.. somehow im nt lookin

2006-11-02T14:57:00.000+08:00

yo yo finish GP paper le..hmm.. i tink my life is too too dramatic.. i duno when i wil get upset or when i wil b happy.. its so unpredictable.. but right now i know tt.. im not happy.i guess i know im wasting my life away for being unhappy but i guess it is part of my life tt i MUST go thru so tt i wil turn out stronger mentally.. honestly i feel damn weak now.seriously i feel v pent up.. n no

2006-10-20T14:29:00.000+08:00

hi..nowadays i'm obviously nt v happy..jus a small matter n i risk losing one tt i love most.sighhh study study study. tis situation tt i am in made EVERYTHING worse. if there's no A levels, I prob wont b so unhappy n many thins will nt happen bcos of A levels! MANY THINGS WILL NOT HAPPEN BECAUSE OF A LEVELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:'sigh. anyway yesterday my mom gave me great encouragement yest. i

2006-10-07T14:41:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog liao... still addicted to gong :) it jus feels great to dream.. prince & princess happily ever after.. hahaha! o well i find e male lead character attractive (initially i tot he look quite awful!) because of his 189cm height & model build.. LOL! oh yes n those pretty eyes plus e white smile.. hahahaha dun b mistaken i dun love him! lolanyway time is running out fr me.. 3 weeks..

2006-10-02T16:41:00.000+08:00

Cute right? :)

2006-10-01T10:36:00.000+08:00

goong!!!!! hahaha

2006-09-22T20:31:00.000+08:00

tho i guess not many read my blog but guess i will type an entry of my recent tots.I MISS MOON.tho i may not be her best friend but i miss her alot.i gave her a title of being my true friend because i feel that she is sincere and she shows exactly how she feels.moon gave me confidence when i was stressed during my secondary school days.she made me feel positive of everything that is negative.tho

2006-09-03T16:48:00.000+08:00

school library is extremely great during school holidays. only year 2s & it is really really quiet.fantastic.yesterday i met up w charles to ask fr tips fr a levels.oh well i felt extreme stress aft tt.good to see him, he is a size smaller LOL & yes he blends well w e Star Bucks at Raffles City.yinwei, yanling & kheam shd meet him. lol they'll be darn happy. hehehe.i got MANY MANY MANY prelim

2006-08-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

was studying in e sch for e past 2 days.argh. irritating students.keep talking and talking in the library.i ASKED them to keep their vol down.and yea as i expected, they rant on.oh gosh are you kids?!this is a library.okay.students watching movie on their laptop and laughing ALOUD.gosh.ARGH.dont ask me why dont i study at home.cos the obvious reason is i expect e library to be more CONDUCIVE!it

2006-08-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

ok im damn stressed. actually not exactly.. how to explain the feeling im having now.. its like.. im stressed becos i duno wad to study now n the thin is i have LOTS to mug but yet im not treasuring my time.blog.kinda bore me nowadays.but well its a place where i can yell out my tots and prob let those ppl hu read my blog to churn their brain juice about what im complaining abt.i wana complain!

2006-08-06T12:31:00.000+08:00

when the going gets tougher, i will just need to be toughergona find the old liyuan back:Dseriously need to catch up with studies...its time for me to fantasize again :)lalalalahappiness seeker

2006-07-23T08:18:00.000+08:00

I can't stand it! I like JACK SPARROW (sorry cldnt use e word LOVE haha)! hahaha its silly but I prefer him with a beauty rather than the handsome always go with the beauty.. o right.. JACK SPARROW is charming n handsome too.. Better than Will Turner! HAhahA. personal opinion tt is.More videoshttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbecXxnn1zQ

2006-06-25T11:56:00.000+08:00

1hr break.was studying biology :)sighhh tml will be the start of jcttime jus pass so so fastweeks ago i was watchin e yr ones on e sea..spotting a wild boarlooking at seagullsthen there was punishment.yiks.i'm already 18.geex.:( i'm getting old.i tink i shd get over the fact tt i'm old n start making my life more fruitful.ehhh. by studying? hmm.good luck people for ur jct!

2006-06-20T11:38:00.000+08:00

sexual reproduction in humans. 53 pages! argh.hahaha it is nice to read but HORRIBLE to rmbr.jw like my smile? *flattered :) heard tt frm my np juniors before. lol.i like having juniors! its like having little kids. hahahax.erpps.chung chengers frm oacming wen - Seadaren (npcc) - CIhuiqun (npcc) - CCme (npcc) - CC/Admin Kaisheng - Landjoowen (ahh no npcc!) - ???im crapping.yeah :)back to

2006-06-17T11:54:00.000+08:00

sigh.im worried abt batch 06/07 suddenly.oac standards.initiative.efficiency.leadership.strong mental strength.hope they can be mentally stronger.can't wait to c my juniors grow up :) !!!!can't wait to c them lead!i can't wait to be proud of them.hahaha.mugging is tough.becos i cant conc.darn.i miss 72km.hahaha.it was damn fun.blisters n blisters."left,right,left,right,left,right,left.. left,

2006-06-11T13:40:00.000+08:00

hahaha after a long time, i finally blog again..in e mist of my trigonometry revision, i decided to blog..junecamp is over, though my juniors failed pretty badly in all aspects of oac.. at least they know their team mates better. i reali hope they continue to learn e standards n skills of oac so tt these knowledge wil nt b lost startin frm my batch.e rest said tt they failed as instructors. i

2006-05-12T12:36:00.000+08:00

my life is like a drama...sigh. i dun wan! i jus wan to live a normal 18 yr old.problems!ah. n i cant solve them.feeling horrible.somebody tell me wad to do.i don't want to follow my parent's words totally.im afraid that i will regret if i follow their words.no.im scared.AquathlonRank 6R128 LI YUAN, JIANG CHEN YISwimming : 00:17:16Running :00:26:48Total :00:44:04

2006-03-19T17:41:00.000+08:00

tml start sch again ahhhhhhhhh wth!oh well today so called gave yinwei a surprise birthday celebration though e cake.. ermm.. rather small. hahaha but i find it yummy. secret recipe!!!! ate tt at camerons which cost so much cheaper! half price! aiyah shd haf eaten more dere. nvm! i'll return dere to eat de YES!poor dear.. he's sick. fever. i tink smhow i caught his virus too.. let's hope

2006-03-18T16:25:00.000+08:00

feel happy today :)

2006-03-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

today was supposed to be a wonderful day until it ended kinda sad over a silly topic of studies n inferior complex. yiks.hmm.. smtimes i wonder abt those thins i once said.. ppl said those thins will not come true.but i jux c dem comin.and yup they came.and they are unhappy matters.hope life gets better ya.:)

2006-03-15T21:18:00.000+08:00

woah im back.whirlwind of events manx.back from malaysia. e 2 mounts.. mount binchang n yong belar werent as beautiful as i tot they wld be... but cameron highlands is beautiful :) love e cool breeze.. e neat terraces on e slopes.. e warmth of e ppl living there.had a trashing out session w oacians n i realised tt they were such great frenx. they were v totful abt hw i felt n so on. was touched.

2006-03-04T20:57:00.000+08:00

i cant believe thins gona turn out this way.i nv expected it. i felt betrayed for some reasons. becos i trusted them. i tot they'll understand. but im afraid not.i reali nv expect them to say those things.they should not judge the attitude i haf as unreasonable or nonsense or stupidity. becos they don't know what i have been through. their judgement will be bull shit w/o my affirmation.i guess if

2006-03-02T19:51:00.000+08:00

finally i gona update.recently my life sux. i duno wth is wrong w me. or is dere reali somethin wrong w me or r thins nv my fault. i duno. i duno wad i shd do.haf been doin weird things to vent my frustrations nowadays which worries me. but at least im conscious of wad im doin. they help, i feel. but i dun tink its a good way.sigh im losing myself. becomin a sad loner. where did e spontaneous

2006-02-18T18:25:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAlong time nv post liao.. i wonder if anyone stil read my blog.. well.. wadever manx.. i tink i'll jux type an entry today :)today tj had our ANNUAL ROAD RUN! yupp.. last yr i got 40th position.. i was made to run becos im frm oac.. ONLY all yr2s were supposed to run :) yupp!hahaha.. SO IT WAS SO DISAPPOINTING when my position was 73th dis yr.. AHHHHHH! Deproved. Argh. But I was happi at e

2005-12-30T12:07:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself betterYour view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a

2005-12-30T10:00:00.000+08:00

hello hello hello :)it has been a long time since i can rest at home.. YIPPIE!hmm.. past 3 days i've been goin to OGL camp.. and stayin over at... hmm... sorry for those who i labelled ___ as a fren because i don't think __'ll like it if i go around telling ppl.. so sorry LSF.anyway.. honestly e ogl camp was rather bad. first day.. we waited quite a long time b4 everythin starts.. but i guess it

2005-12-25T08:33:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS again :)i went to my aunt's home to celebrate christmas.. as usual i stuck myself in my cuz's room. watched "bring it on".my presents from my auntsss n uncle.2 Samuel & Kelvin Shirts1 Tee Shirt1 Sleeveless2 pairs of socks (tt's totally weird.. cos i nv knew socks can be present :S hahahaha they r frm ELLE though.. lol)1 Winnie e pooh mug (frm my cuz)1 perfume (lol frm my gorgor)

2005-12-24T16:00:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERY ONE! :)

2005-12-10T21:25:00.000+08:00

tml i'll be goin to Indonesia.. Lombok to climb Mount Rinjani!all e way til 16 dec n den aft that i'll head to Ipoh Malaysia.. to white water raft.. WOO HOO!gona b w my oac pals for lik a wk or so.. hahahahahahope it'll be fun fun n fun.

2005-12-07T18:47:00.000+08:00

sometimes i jux wish i NEVER meet so many rich ppl.it is so demoralising to tok to dem :(sighhh why ___ cant understand why am i so picky over money?i guess __ nv had any problems w money bah.i feel rather sad abt ___ behaviour :(sad.disappointed.i spent too much money when im w ___ and i reali dun like it... sighx.

2005-12-06T20:58:00.000+08:00

las sat i went for oac's bukit timah training..attendance: engwei, sam, amanda, yanling, me, ms ang & mr lim.terrible.went to hike e "everest route", used by e gals team hu's trekking everest soon, four times.though kinda tough.. but! we ended on time :) hehehe.today.. went for pulau ubin's training..attendance: engwei, liesel, yinwei & me.horrendous.went to climb hill ____ 5 times. did BXs. den

2005-12-01T19:11:00.000+08:00

on tue, oacians started our 72km walk.unfortunately only four of us manage to finish e 72km on wed (yesterday)engwei, alex, yinwei n me.e long walk from woodlands mrt station to kranji mrt station hurt our feet sia. it was torture la.blisters. sprained toe. yiks.however i tink its worth it lahh. at least i'm proud to say tt i once walked a distance of 72 km in 2 days :)ouch. legs v shuan1.hehehe

2005-11-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

:)campcraft was enjoyable today.( 'fun' was overused by all e oacians to comment for today's activity)did e proposal last minute yesterday night. but everything turned out rather fine. lucky got waikit and engwei.hahahaha waikit e good boss overpower gew as e CC dept head to change e initial impression of nov camp. nov camp was not supposed to be enjoyable. hahahahahax. so yupp kit was pro to

2005-11-26T22:12:00.000+08:00

i'm lost. i got no idea wad happened. is everything comin to an end?:(

2005-11-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

tonight there's integrity bbq n i can't be there!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh misfortune sia :(my mom scolded me this morning n hence forbid me from going to e bbq becos i haf been goin out n she dun let me to stay out late. hey 9 plus is late? :( geexxx..though i cant say i miss integrity lots but i miss e ppl lots.. somehow.i miss jie! i miss didi! i wan them to nag at me n prob c who's .. .. i miss

2005-11-23T21:34:00.000+08:00

love sparkling stuff :) i like e pictures tt i added to my blog.. hehehe.. so childish hor.. but v cute lehh.. lively :)hehehexx

2005-11-22T20:22:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your HeartYou are attracted to obedience and warmth.In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk

2005-11-21T15:10:00.000+08:00

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyahhh. i've been accused of causing a change in ---!!!!!!sigh sorry ppl.. din mean it!sigh.i wonder wad r e gossips tt ppl tok behind my back.sianx.but as long as i'm not dere to verify those gossips.. those r all bull shits.so sighh ppl.. dun bull shit.. waste ur breath only. anythin ask me str in my face.

2005-11-08T10:21:00.000+08:00

yest tao nan p4 camp ended.. woo hoo.. hahaha..i slept at 4pm yest til 2am.. den 3am to 7am... wahhh nv sleep so much in my life sia.. ( i'm not sure how long i slept when i was a baby hehe) but well.. ahhhhh irregular sleeping hours. bad.anywayxx e camp was ok ok bahhh.. met lots of hahahaha.. rich kids.. :S they reminded me of... hehe i shant say. oh well though they are v spoilt n stuff.. but

2005-11-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

happy.hope it last :)

2005-10-31T22:11:00.000+08:00

too much ego.i expected too much.we r stubborn ppl.repel.

2005-10-31T12:41:00.000+08:00

yeahhh my spec got promoted :) wheeeeeee.duno hw's amanda doin :Sahhhhh. wasted a day so far. doin art. hahahax. whoops.

2005-10-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

fluctuating mood again.*whines*didi suddenly chat w me today.. hehexx.. happi :) he is in KL now lah..sighhh how i wish i'm at Genting Highland's theme park playin corkscrew now.. tt wil be damn nice la!! (corkscrew is dis rollar coaster.. big big de.. n by a cliff.. very song4!)today i almost gave up on him. felt v upset. but luckily my frenx cooled me down n didi made my day by simply tokin to

2005-10-28T21:21:00.000+08:00

happy upset angry happy sad unhappy angry happy...i tink i'm goin mad manx..lol why my mood fluctuate so easily!sighhx.diaox.yawnx mayb i'm jux too tired.

2005-10-27T11:46:00.000+08:00

no it isnt e end yet.you can still make it if u perservere.pls dont give up now.i feel that i'm rather hopeless lehhh.. why alwax like that de :Swo3 bu2 hui4 xiang4 ming4 yun4 de1 tou3!!!no way!please don't take him away again.

2005-10-27T08:14:00.000+08:00

sighhh i gona hear a bad news soon.:(no....... i cant be.

2005-10-26T18:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday nite i was rather unhappy becos someone dont wan to send me the photos i want! hmmphe! so lazy! he better send me soon if not i :( more!dis mornin yinwei made pancakes for us :) yummy. hehehexx actuali not THAT nice but it is made by yinwei so of cos its YUMMY :D hehehexx! thanx gal!happi gal today :) received flowers tt are SO BEAUTIFUL!Take note! THEY ARE SUNFLOWERS!!! my favourite!

2005-10-23T20:37:00.000+08:00

bak frm tao nan p4 preparation campgues it was rather fun. VERY SLACK camp.dragon boating was v fun :) but tiring!on sat nite, oacians -> me, yinwei, kimberley, szesian, waikit, weikheam, engwei & alex ate at parkway mac. den we went to e beach.we were supposed to listen to e waves n admire e stars (accordin to ss) but well many end up sleepin. lolx!oh well at 12 plus (midnight), e weather became

2005-10-21T17:31:00.000+08:00

promo resultsgp 46maths 49chem 48bio 56.5econs 44wahh so borderline! but i'm satisfied w it liaox. nxt yr den hit higher marks bah.reali worried for waikit, amanda, sam, choonyan... cham! :S i wan dem to pass promos!yeahh liyan taught how to fold stars w straws! yea happi! :) so nice hehex.a wk gone. again!days r passin real fast! :S jia lat!tml got preparation camp for a tao nan camp. yea!ermm..

2005-10-17T21:16:00.000+08:00

sighhit seems like i exchange my okay results with tons of unluckiness today.dis morning, i missed a train. den i missed e bedok mrt stop. den i missed a bus. den now my broadband cant work on my comp (using dad's comp). n... when i needed to print impt documents.. my black ink dun work. damnx. n... my dear frenx haf difficulty passing promos.sighhhhhh i want them to pass promos! esp waikit,

2005-10-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

wouldnt it be nice if the world was cadbury?chocolate roads and trees and birds and beesdelivering all kinds of letters dailyevery kind of purple parcel tooand if the dog did try and grab a mouth fullyou can bite him back, he'll taste delightfulwouldnt it be nicewouldnt it be nice if the world was cadbury?you could surf inside a chocolate tuberide your board across a wave foreverget wiped out and

2005-10-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

today i was initiatly unhappy unhappy..now i duno. lolx.oh no wad happened?!anyway watched corpse bride w jie. aiya below my expectations. end too fast liaoxx. hmm.. at least i tok to jie. n update her. hahahaxxmy broadband connection is sick. alwax unavailable. crazy.hmmm... weird. we are not here not there. i dont like this kind of situation. honestly.

2005-10-07T19:45:00.000+08:00

chem paper is horrendous. argh.worse den jct. oh gosh.sighhxx!!!

2005-10-05T08:59:00.000+08:00

differences. obvious differences. e only way to solve is by compromising one another ritex? but hw long can tt help? i reali duno. i reali doubt it can help much. how i wish tt there weren't that MUCH differences. haha no nd to lie to myself. they r too visible. sighx*i am pretty lucky actually. but pretty unlucky too.yea study bio.. I mux score a A lvl pass! MUST! :)when can i find my prince?

2005-10-04T10:28:00.000+08:00

recently e blogger has been a little odd.. hahaxx.. nvmm abt tt.. 1 more day b4 bio n math paper start! hahahaxx.. oh no! oh well it was gp paper yest.. i cant say its easy becos i duno if my ans r accurate.. i cant say its difficult becos i'm not totally blur abt it.. sighxxx.. i hope i dun fail!! pls!! *prays hard* now

2005-10-02T10:10:00.000+08:00

tml is gp paper lo.. den it wil be 2 days of mugging b4 3 papers jammed up altogether. felt rather relax le. tt's bad ritex? den i've got 3 days to mug econs.list of thins to enjoy aft promos1) borrow jane's mdwav (my date w a vampire) 3 n watch!2) borrow kaisheng's initial d!3) watch movie w jie!4) watch movie w cat!5) design new template for oac blog!oh well ppl jiayou! v fast it will be over!

2005-09-23T21:49:00.000+08:00

lolx.wah pw got lots to do sia.lolx.some fren of mine hope tt aft promos.. i'll be back to e bubbly yuann. haha hope so bahh.today got oac. tot it was goin to be somethin sian. but it was rather fun. ran 2.4km. deproved of cos. 13:22. oh well we climbed BLK 14 3 times. 24 storeys. so.. we climbed 72 storeys. yea! of cos we rest in btn. n we dun use e lift to come down. heh.oh well i find it

2005-09-21T17:37:00.000+08:00

i tink i got split personality.i duno wad e hell am i doing.for example.. aft e waste-time-econs-quiz (no offence cos i cld use e time to study instead!), part of me asked me to rush bak hm n jux walked away FAST. part of me told me to wait. wait for?but my legs carried me. so yupp i left FAST.sighh. ahhhhhhhhhh felt lik a loner nowadays. helpless n everything. no one to turn to. no one will

2005-09-20T19:54:00.000+08:00

drama drama drama.sometimes i wish my life is jux like that. plain normal n simple.guess i'm fated to live a life filled with complications that i can't solve.lost a friend because of e mistake of telling him e truth.but hey, did i really lose him as a friend.only time will tell i guess.today its silly. i sat outside "the compass" of TJC and tok over e fone.sighh. weird. having tears and odd

2005-09-16T17:27:00.000+08:00

went for econs remedial. realised i did not do any econs mcq qns in e tys b4. sighx. stressed again.abt some things. i'm so confused. i know e endin will be real bad. but is it e only way to settle dis?need to get my mind off e comp.

2005-09-10T10:41:00.000+08:00

We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love ...BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly!"Love always has been and always will be a mystery.Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life."taken from chayhim's blog. hahahax.

2005-09-10T10:10:00.000+08:00

i was tinkin abt how much i've change.. hmm.. did i change a lot? haix. i know i'm not e same yuan months ago. wad caused e change? ppl? i gues so bah.i kinda miss my short hair. no nd to tie n everythin. free n easy. but i lik my long hair too. kinda girlie. hahaha. u c! y yuan become more girlie liao? all ur fault la ______! haha ~Moon! I gues she's e only gal tt I can refer as a true fren bahh

2005-09-09T11:33:00.000+08:00

"i realised the true meaning of teamwork. teamwork is not only about looking out for oneself. its about extending care and concern to others, giving yourself selflessly to others. if you dun want to suffer pain, must others suffer it for you?"taken from alex's blog.yup yup! i totally agree :) i wanted to state dis point but i duno hw to put dem into words.. Ah! Alex ur EL is power :)giving

2005-09-08T16:42:00.000+08:00

You are 34.92% jealous!For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.This percentage means that :You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be. Occasionally, you over-react to situations. Most of the time, you trust the people around. Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-esteem.You scored a 62.16%.For this test, the average

2005-09-08T15:49:00.000+08:00

haha actually i've lots to type abt but well.. blog is a public thin.. so hahaha cant really put all my tots n feelins into it.tue nite.. i dreamed abt WTF (sorry abt givin u such a crude nick heex).. he tok to me. i wonder when wil tt ever happen. haha. mayb never.haix.to mou moudun gif too much to e _____ will nv return ur feelinsunles u become a different personsomeone hu __ will appreciatebut

2005-09-08T08:18:00.000+08:00

OAC SEA EXPEDITIONwas sick n was pretty worried abt kayakin.luckily i n alex were great partners. we managed to entertain ourselves by bein in our own world, tryin to find songs tt both of us know hw to sing. taught him e "motivational" shouts to get ourselves kayakin "hek chor hek chor" lolx. it really work :)lost my voice aft lunch at Sister's island. Prob becos e stuf i ate wasnt healthy n tt

2005-09-08T08:17:00.000+08:00

Test resultsYou are tired of the various 'ups' and 'downs' of life at this time. If only you could win a lottery - or better still, be the heir to a large inheritance which would allow you to afford a life of absolute luxury. This day dreaming will shortly pass and whether you like it or not, sooner or later you will have to face reality.

2005-09-03T22:57:00.000+08:00

felt rather -ve dis few days. project work n school work haf been piling up. i nd to study. broadband is distractin me. shdnt haf applied for it. sighxx.las thu went to watch THE MAID w moon, angel n choonyan. it was supposed to b a npcc gatherin but end up only e 4 TJCians goin for e movie. THE MAID was nice.. Gd storyline. I gues e director or story writer tried extremely hard to b creative..

2005-08-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

nowadaysfelt kinda stress out. argh. too many things in mind.too many activities are takin too much of my time to study.n i tink i shdnt apply 4 broadband.haha.tml's cher's day celebratn for tj.. argh dun feel lik givin any chers any thin.. though i mis mr soon mdm tan mrs kee.. dey rox lahh..haha. sheesh i'm tired. i nd 2 wash cars tml for fund raisin. beta rest. bb

2005-08-18T21:39:00.000+08:00

i tink i sux.why am i able to differentiate so many feelings?!?argh. why. why. why.sighx.why cldn't i let go of him (WTF) ? why?!mommy, i wan big hug.*whines*i shd mug nw. told myself to. but i never!!! wth. sighx.i tink i beta stop doin n tinkin abt dis stuf. jux conc on sch wk til i pass my promos.sighx.i wana b happy!!! argh.pw sux. argh.i lik my 4 subj teachers. i lik my 4 subj. but i got no

2005-08-14T18:13:00.000+08:00

MY TEAM WON NUS TRIATHLON 2005 TRI LITE RELAY!Yeahh.Went dere early w KS. Saw WK n his parents at harbour front hawker. aft eatin, i ks went to palawan beach. saw sze sian. went to tanjong beach. waited for e rest dere. e singlet was damn nice. black w red and silver words. v seh!more ppl came. time passed v fast. soon we set off to e briefing area.oh yah btw my team name "Vitrus" and Team no.

2005-08-13T21:19:00.000+08:00

today went bak to sch specially for campcraft assessment.yesterday i dreamt abt hw i wil test dem lik huiqun. heex.i rmbr testin my darlin juniors on campcraft. and hey. we had pressure lamps den.hahaha. i stil rmbr e gas leaks. lolx. e many unsuccessful attempts by my juniors. wastin a handful lot of match sticks.saw e pressure lamps in oac rm. rmbred abt jon pumpin e ones in npcc. haha. rmbred

2005-08-10T11:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch ndp cos fren got 2 tix. BOO HOO HOO. i tink i din quite enjoy e whole parade. WHY? becos i was too bz takin fotos. aiya. realised chayhim took quite a few.. shdn't haf took any fotos :( e fireworks were beautiful but i din njoy it :( cos i was lookin at dem thru e screen on my camera. aiyah!

2005-08-09T10:03:00.000+08:00

wo3 yao4 bei4 teng3.wo3 bu4 xiang3 zai4 shi1 wang4 le4.

2005-08-09T09:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday tj national day celebration was fine. not as cool as cchsm :( hahaha i stil rmbr hw seh our cchsm wushu ppl r.. those r really zhen1 chai3 shi3 liao4.. tj left jue ming hu's really 'woah' hahaha :)HOWEVER, i luv e endin of e celebration.. WHY?! BECAUSE THERE'S MASS DANCE! hehehex!I was w liesel when we started followin e SC ppl dancin e NDP dance :P LOL so funny! We kept bumpin into one

2005-08-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

This sux. totally. muah hahaha :(haf fuN!

2005-08-06T18:26:00.000+08:00

today SPP ARP session. had xiumin as my buddy. hehehe she so pro la. learned spicing frm her (i'm not sure if its 'spicing'.. --> its a kind of knot to tie e ropes to ensure no fray ends). den i taught her hw e tower skills :)ms lim kept tellin us not to swing on e dangle dua.. so i quickly come down n jux find somethin to do.. sighxx but e rest stil playin ard dere.. sam was so irritated w dem.

2005-08-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

long time nv update lo..hahaha.. sighx so long liaox i stil cant keep e pace up for my studies.. sighx.hmm... I PASSED MY 2 STAR KAYAKING COURSE! YEAH!made someone sad. sorry din mean it! sighx.today had a tok w my oac frenx n realised many things r MORE OPEN den i tot. it mux b pretty shockin for cchs ppl lik me n ks. lolx. n paiseh. aiyo.i'm so practical! ppl gif others +ve encourgement n me? -

2005-07-23T22:33:00.000+08:00

sighh... i'm so dead. sighx.i wan a spark!

2005-07-16T00:35:00.000+08:00

got my resultsC5 E O E O.GP Maths Chem Bio Econsbleahxhmm... wahh i'm lik e bottom lahh.sighxx nd 2 buck up lots.pw really sux. my gp realy cant tink of an idea tt is interestin n yet feasible lah.gone liao lo.hmm.. kept c-in dis alpha titan today. (i dont usually c him until dis wk!) so funny! tink he oso notice y he kept c-ing me. lolx. later he tot i follow him or somethg. lolx.hmm.. oac today

2005-07-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

Today OAC handover..gals bagpack w 1 sandbag & 2 bottles of water. guys 2 sandbag & 2 bottles of water. ran 10km. 2 rounds of titan rd! n hey! I din stop! yeah! but wasnt fast manxx. v v slow. HOWEVER i came in 4th.. 1st kaisheng (he din wear bag becos of his leg injury) den engwei den waikit den me!had log obstacle course. din manage 2 finish it within 8 mins. fastest timin 10 mins plus. many

2005-07-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

tml is handover.. duno seniors wil really handover to us ntxx.. since we kinda disappoint dem alotxx.. but dey seem to assume we know everythin n wil do up to their expectations. sighxx. well tink dey r jux worried abt e club. worried tt e club wld fail or somethin. well.. i gues.. takin over e club by my batch wil b somethin totally diff frm their leadership. we gona make oac a adventurous pdp

2005-07-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday oac gathering.. got xiaowei n hailin bsides e rest of us.so fun lahh din noe tt waikit's bbq is on a hmmm... stove? ermm duno wad's tt call.. so no charcoal no lighter needed.. hahaha aiyahh.. me stil tinkin of e conventional way :( hahaha!e food was quite good :) chicken wings, sausage (e white kind!), fried rice, crab stick, beef, satays.. well e usual stuff.. ohh well oacians played

2005-07-03T18:30:00.000+08:00

yoxx2day i tink i'm mad. i replied to __ n asked __ to go away. LOLX!!!gosh. n i told __ tt i dun fren __ liaoxx.. Muah haha.i mux b mad.so childish.aiya if __ haf no intention of knowin wad's wrong w me den so b it bah.anyway __ alwax forget wad I tel __.so it doesnt matter whther i'm __ fren notxx..i treasure __ a lot la. but seems lik __ dont.sorry ppl for e blanks hehe.anywayx i'm so bored

2005-07-02T16:11:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder.. i tink i shd haf lied about many things in life. den my frenship w 1 wont turn sour. when i lie.. felt so.. hmm.. pent-up. argh. __ really forgot. knew it lahh.sux. dun wana blog le.

2005-07-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's Choonyan's bday! (1st July)So yupp finished OUR LAST PAPER!! BIOLOGY!!! It was definitely easier den I xpect.. More time n at least I understd those qns. But I duno if I hit e bull's eye.Anywayx, celebratin da jie (choonyan)'s bday at ECP.. Quite funny lahh no lighter so moon dey all draw out candle flames for her.. lolx! Den dajie pretend to blow n dey quickly take out e "fire"..

2005-06-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

yea one more paper to go!biology.hahaha tml free day.. i assumed. lolx. gona study e whole day. yiks.sighxx... e papers so far r damn scary la..maths. HELL paper la. 1st time i feel tt no matter hw much time i had. i duno hw to do. sheesh. worse paper so far. can only blame myself for nt practising enuf. (only started e day b4. lol)gp. hahaha duno wth am i writin for it lah. all e ans seems to b

2005-06-24T22:30:00.000+08:00

tired of studyin econs.dun understand lahh.feelin kinda sick of studyin.haha.feel my brain v v dense nw.all e infor all cramped in2 my pathetic brain.so i'm here slackin lo. o manx.sighxx. tired sia. mentally.boo.

2005-06-22T07:56:00.000+08:00

not again. boo. sighx!back to wk.Congratulations lynn, you are... Scarlett Ting of joewei.blogspot.comYou are independent, smart and beautiful. Its too bad you don't see that yourself because life's little difficulties brought down a lot of your self confidence. As a result, you talk cryptic and you don't trust people easily. You care a lot for your friends and your loved ones, sometimes even

2005-06-19T10:48:00.000+08:00

"i'm different from you. You are bitter about love"my fren's words to me. ha.i wana say dis NO! I'M NOT BITTER ABT LOVE.wad is love.i feel tt sayin love nw is bullshit frm his mouth.love shd nv b diverted 2 3 ppl! -.-sigh.i'm really scared 2 like anyone nw becos of...not "w".yea.i'm scared.but actually i feel tt i'm pretty fortunate liao la.jux tt thins r nt e way i tink it wld be.heyx!bein frm a

2005-06-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

went to tree top macrichie today w dad.lol dey cldnt stand e 5km walk to e tree top. aft reachin dere dey decided 2 take a cab back to e carpark lot at mac ritchie.. hahaha yeaattended ms lim's weddin.. e ppl tokin were kinda looooooooooong winded.. hehe..yea ms lim's pretty ;)saw mr cheong, ms rabiah, ms soh dere. gosh. mr cheong stressed me manx. heex. yea.study.ppl leave a tag if u read my

2005-06-17T14:37:00.000+08:00

hey hey! i changed my blog outlook again.. e las one is too.. ehh picture-fied? hahaha .. somehw i lik dis one beta.. simple.. hey e silly picture on top was created by mee.. hee.. abit er sin.. but well .. nt tt bad la hor ;P hehehe..siao liao! i too free liaoxx.. die-ed MUST study.. yiks..anyway i took 40mins to set dis up.. yiks!sayonara!sobxxi hope ___ rmbr wad __ said.. boo hoo hoo. heex