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Friday, October 20, 2006

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hi..nowadays i'm obviously nt v happy..

jus a small matter n i risk losing one tt i love most.

sighhh study study study. tis situation tt i am in made EVERYTHING worse. if there's no A levels, I prob wont b so unhappy n many thins will nt happen bcos of A levels! MANY THINGS WILL NOT HAPPEN BECAUSE OF A LEVELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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sigh. anyway yesterday my mom gave me great encouragement yest. i gues many of u may haf moms hu is hardly at home ba.. my mom used to b a full time housewife hence i always have her when i come home. however, she got a job recently n yes she loves her job.. hair cutting service fr kids.so i became lonely n ill discipline at home..n worst..i get depressed easily becos i got no one to tok to or i do not nd to hide my feelins becos no one wil c nor hear.

yest aft a rather miserable phone call.. i felt really lost. i duno whether wad i am tryin to do nw is right.. i cried in front of my mom.. tellin her tt i am nt happy n tt i dun wan to study.mom comforted me say tt she n dad r satisfied if i am able to take A levels happily n return home happily. she say all tt matters to them is tt i am happy.

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was so touched.she told me tt even if i fail, it doesnt really matter.she tel me tt happiness is e source of bein healthy. (mom said i prob inherited her emotions.. :( becs she had her really low days too but after she started working, she realised that she can be useful in the society and so her spirits are more lifted) so she asked me to jus do wad makes me happy.she said she n dad stressed me last time becos they scared tt i wil stray away frm studies n turn out rotten..

mommy daddy....

so yup i feel tt i shdnt b upset fr too long.. at least i have 2 out of 3 ppl hu i love, give me their love and support..i guess fr my mom n my dad.. i shant hurt myself by gettin more depressed each day..

i really hope tt thins will be better aft As.. tho i am afraid of e aftermath(nt A levels).. i really hope i can b happier aft As.. i hope e rest of u give me ur blessings :)

jiayou jiayou jiayou!

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Saturday, October 07, 2006

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long time nv blog liao... still addicted to gong :) it jus feels great to dream.. prince & princess happily ever after.. hahaha! o well i find e male lead character attractive (initially i tot he look quite awful!) because of his 189cm height & model build.. LOL! oh yes n those pretty eyes plus e white smile.. hahahaha dun b mistaken i dun love him! lol

anyway time is running out fr me.. 3 weeks... sighhh im not doin enough! need to pull my grade up from "O" to "A" in 3 weeks time.. gosh! sighxxxx plus pull my D7 to B4 i hope! :D

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Monday, October 02, 2006

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Cute right? :)

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Sunday, October 01, 2006

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goong!!!!! hahaha

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