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Friday, September 22, 2006

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tho i guess not many read my blog but guess i will type an entry of my recent tots.

I MISS MOON.

tho i may not be her best friend but i miss her alot.i gave her a title of being my true friend because i feel that she is sincere and she shows exactly how she feels.moon gave me confidence when i was stressed during my secondary school days.she made me feel positive of everything that is negative.tho she may not be able to help me when im sad she promises to lend me a shoulder.and even better she cried with me.

i miss moon.today she played badminton w e np girls..honestly i yearned to go over there and perhaps laugh at how amusing the game was played by e girls.i know she prob will nv read my blog but i jus feel lik letting e ppl hu actually bothered to read, to know how i feel.

heard that she will be going to kbox w her frens.that reminded me of e time where e np gals went.it was a crazy and happy evening for me.jumping on the chair singing aloud.when can i ever enjoy that again?

i know i changed from someone confident and cheerful to someone anti social and always moody.. i know my friends are rather angry that i made a decision that may ruin e person i was forever.im so sorry.i will seek out what truly makes me happy de.

i love mom n dad.mom understands me alot.dad pampers me alot tho he is v strict w me.they love me w all their heart n i cant bear to ever let them down.i know no matter what happen they will stood by me and be with me.unlike all others.im so afraid tt i will lose them.i keep lots of secrets from them because i know they wont be happy if they know it.but of cos i know one day i will reveal tt's when im prepared.

i miss my sec school life.compared to now.life was much simpler then.i got moon 1 class away.i got my jie.i got my good friends andrew kaizhao valerie.every day will be filled with happy moments and prob bits of unhappy moments.unlike the present, when im sad, its for e entire day or days.so far i was unhappy for 5 days straight once and its too torturous to feel that way.

jc life is terrible.charles said he missed it terribly.gues i wil miss some of it ba.i enjoy e days when i had fun w oac buds and e days where e econs droppers break together.

prelims jus ended and i need to start mugging soon. i know im not prepared.but i need a carve out a steady career.for my parents.for my future.its really difficult now but i need to.it is a one way route.either i do well and get into e profession that i wan or have a harder time trying to find a proper income next time.

its reality in singapore.if u r lucky n dare to dream,u wil get far w/o much education.but fr ppl lik me, i wil do e usual route unles i meet a good opportunity next time tt allows me to wander off e path i set now.

i hope all thins go well fr me soon.

i need a good laugh.

oh ya sorry fr e ".", small caps, errors in language and long paragraphs.

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

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school library is extremely great during school holidays. only year 2s & it is really really quiet.

fantastic.

yesterday i met up w charles to ask fr tips fr a levels.
oh well i felt extreme stress aft tt.
good to see him, he is a size smaller LOL & yes he blends well w e Star Bucks at Raffles City.

yinwei, yanling & kheam shd meet him. lol they'll be darn happy. hehehe.

i got MANY MANY MANY prelim papers frm derek & charles. gosh wad a stack.

too bad i cant hand dem on to any of e juniors :/ ahhhh $$$$$$

anyway San Shun tv show is really funny. gona watch it aft a levels.. :/ can i tolerate until then..

study hard every one.

*box myself. gosh what am i doin online?!

ciaoxxxxxxx

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