Thursday, August 25, 2005
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nowadays
felt kinda stress out. argh. too many things in mind.
too many activities are takin too much of my time to study.
n i tink i shdnt apply 4 broadband.
haha.
tml's cher's day celebratn for tj.. argh dun feel lik givin any chers any thin.. though i mis mr soon mdm tan mrs kee.. dey rox lahh..
haha. sheesh i'm tired. i nd 2 wash cars tml for fund raisin. beta rest. bb
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
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i tink i sux.
why am i able to differentiate so many feelings?!?
argh. why. why. why.
sighx.
why cldn't i let go of him (WTF) ? why?!
mommy, i wan big hug.
*whines*
i shd mug nw. told myself to. but i never!!! wth. sighx.
i tink i beta stop doin n tinkin abt dis stuf. jux conc on sch wk til i pass my promos.
sighx.
i wana b happy!!! argh.
pw sux. argh.
i lik my 4 subj teachers. i lik my 4 subj. but i got no time for dem.
wth am i doin here. oh yah i rmbr. i'm here to whine.
k. i'm done. hahaha. argh.
9:39 PM;
Sunday, August 14, 2005
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MY TEAM WON NUS TRIATHLON 2005 TRI LITE RELAY!
Yeahh.
Went dere early w KS. Saw WK n his parents at harbour front hawker. aft eatin, i ks went to palawan beach. saw sze sian. went to tanjong beach. waited for e rest dere. e singlet was damn nice. black w red and silver words. v seh!
more ppl came. time passed v fast. soon we set off to e briefing area.
oh yah btw my team name "Vitrus" and Team no. 2005!!! Hahaha!! 2005 lehH!
heexx.
wore my swimming cap (given by NUS) n goggles.. some ppl moved out of e way to e sides. i went to e front. *PEEP* i chiong ar!! all i noe was i wait for some ppl to start swimmin b4 i start swimmin too. den i swim n swim. hit many ppl. i swam at e sides. some ppl actually push me backwards. but i insist on chiong to e front. freestyle. e water unlik e clear swimmin pool water was green. yiks. and salty. yucks. i swam on. finally i reached e turnin pt n continued swimmin. v fast i reached bak to e shore. n i started runnin 2 e bikes area.
went to e wrong row. but engwei passed e chip (stripped onto my leg.. its a kind of band) to WK den he chiong w his bike. went to cheer dem on. 1 guy came in. den another den another. wondered when WK wil come in. VooOmm.. dere he was n he was like e 5th biker. he dismounted frm his bike n ran bak to e bike area to relay on to KS.
KS ran off as e 3rd person. Woahhh.. We cheered for e rest of e teams. We saw dis guy in red runnin bak n we knew KS was comin it. Dere he came. I n WK went to run w him. N yea manx though he ran 2.5km he ran faster den me at e last lap lahh. hahaha.
so yupp we finished e whole relay at abt 39 mins.
n of cos we came in first. e red guy hu came in joined e single tri lite. he's pro.
=) so happy. din expect to win at all.
yeahh.
WK n KS rox lah. dey r damn pro.
btw saw many Iron Kids. They r so pro lahh. Dey joined e single Tri Lite category. Which means.. dey swim bike n run. Pro.
yea happy.
heard tt e bikin part was v xiong. cos it rained n e road was v slippery. many slipped n fell. WK skiied twice. pro lahh he. KS overtook another Tri Lite relay guy. Hahaha pro.
aiyah. thanx to dem manx.
btw, e prize sux. hahaha. e thins cant b divided equally. lolx.
i beta go mug liaox.
6:13 PM;
Saturday, August 13, 2005
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today went bak to sch specially for campcraft assessment.
yesterday i dreamt abt hw i wil test dem lik huiqun. heex.
i rmbr testin my darlin juniors on campcraft. and hey. we had pressure lamps den.
hahaha. i stil rmbr e gas leaks. lolx. e many unsuccessful attempts by my juniors. wastin a handful lot of match sticks.
saw e pressure lamps in oac rm. rmbred abt jon pumpin e ones in npcc. haha. rmbred caryn's pants caught fire. rmbred guohui tried to act seh but in vain.
sheesh those were e times.
nw i'm in a new team. oac.
wah. i lik my frenx. but somehow. dis team is v different. only ks n yinwei gif me e feelin of my npcc frenx las time. mayb becos both of dem r so chee-na.
did punishment. started on cc assessment. gave dem time to revise. divided into separate gps. test dem. all of dem nt serious lah. prob becos we r all of e same "rank". yup. felt tt we shd b more serious somehow. but if we're serious, it wil b boring boring n boring.
so yupp finished it up. no waikit but i tink i din flop it.
it feels so lik np today. jux tt e ppl r diff. more ang-mohs. hehex. more crazy ppl. more noisy ppl. lolx.
kinda missed singin w moon. missed e noisy sounds of moon n guihao crapping. missed jq's melodious singin. yah i noe v "-.-". missed jingwei's shuan. missed jon's serious qian bian look. missed harry's loud commandin voice. missed e sound of "ting ting ting" .. e peggin sound.
yiks.
nvm.
yea broadband installed. so happy. but i tink its bad. gif me a chance 2 chat over e fone n use net. i scared 1 day mom take away e cordles fone. den i cant call ppl in e nite liaox.
went to eat chili crab. yum. so huge manx. yum yum. heex. ate too much. wil i sink tml?!
tml triathlon. so scared. sighx. team mates, kaisheng n waikit. 1 run lik so pro. 400 m 1 min. 1 bike lik some.. erm.. haha pro too. ridin on some 8k road bike. presenting.. liyuan. erm. nothin much. sheesh. i'm gona swim for dem! sheesh. if i'm lik 6 yrs younger. i prob swim like some fish. but nw. sheesh. argh. i really wonder hw i cld swim 43 mins 45 laps to pass my GOLD STAR for swimmin.
i fear that i fail dem.
i wana help dem win.
sighx. under tremendous stress.
mommy. *whines*
tt guy ar.. can make other ppl laugh but not me. y lidat. i tink i xpect alot frm him. sighx. but i gues i shdnt. he doesnt bother abt changin anythin.
i lik it when i make ppl happy. i happy too.
but i wana b happy too. spare me some laughin gas. thanx.
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
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yesterday went to watch ndp cos fren got 2 tix.
BOO HOO HOO.
i tink i din quite enjoy e whole parade. WHY? becos i was too bz takin fotos. aiya. realised chayhim took quite a few.. shdn't haf took any fotos :(
e fireworks were beautiful but i din njoy it :( cos i was lookin at dem thru e screen on my camera. aiyah! wasted.
hahaha but i felt lik a little kid at padang! lolx. i felt lik jumpin screamin wavin my flag. hehex.
i dun care hw ppl lok at me cos THAT's ME! :)
if WTF (<-- nickname :) ) was dere. he prob wil do e same :) lookin at e parade n everythin.. reminded me of wad he chat w me over e fone in e past. he had so many aspirations. somehow i believed he cld achieve dem. so wad if u r short? no prob de :) jiayou!
Went to eat w GEW, Weikheam, Waikit & Sze Sian aft NDP :)
If only I cld stay over.. Mayb I’ll suggest a movie.. THE MAID hehehe.
Nvm I wil reserve THE MAID to watch w NPCC frenxx. HEhehE.
Yupp beta go do work liaox!
dun disappoint me.
11:28 AM;
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
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wo3 yao4 bei4 teng3.
wo3 bu4 xiang3 zai4 shi1 wang4 le4.
10:03 AM;
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yesterday tj national day celebration was fine. not as cool as cchsm :( hahaha i stil rmbr hw seh our cchsm wushu ppl r.. those r really zhen1 chai3 shi3 liao4.. tj left jue ming hu's really 'woah' hahaha :)
HOWEVER, i luv e endin of e celebration.. WHY?! BECAUSE THERE'S MASS DANCE! hehehex!
I was w liesel when we started followin e SC ppl dancin e NDP dance :P LOL so funny! We kept bumpin into one another becos we went e wrong way. I left she right. LOL. Den "let's get retarted" woAHhhHhHh.. i was so xin fen lahh!! So FUN! Quite a lot of ppl dance.. SO HAPPENING sia! Liesel v yong4 gong1.. even though she duno hw to dance she tried to follow *claps* :) nvm nxt time i teach her! :) Yanling danced w us too..
When ditty music was played, i was lik "aiya i duno hw to dance" den i turned bak n saw... GOH ENG WEI!!! HAHAHAHAA! So i practically run to him n follow his steps! :) HEheehEexx.. So fun! Actually Ditty not so difficult aft all :) HEhehexx.
At tt pt of time, i saw e old engwei mass dancing. hehexx e engwei hu is e dance pro :) not CI gew :) !!!
hehehe. kimberley was dere too! sze sian too! hehehexx. so happening!
i tink i was siao at tt time lahh.
oh well took foto w oac ppl.. e pic d*mn nice but.. but.. VERY BLUR. argh!
went w ks n liesel to vj.. i n ks tot of watchin e cchsm run.. but dey dismis liaox :( oh well.. intrude into vj.. ermm i saw xj's bf !!! hehehe. SO shuai! :) so xin fu! hehehex.
saw jon! touched his spikes. hehehex :) saw e ppl hu ks n liesel usually tok abt.. saw wkit's auntie, xiao an. lolxxx..
went for movie. CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY. WAH e MOVIE ROX!!!
VERY NICE. PPL GO WATCH K!
:)
Han's restaurant's food sux :(
9:47 AM;
Sunday, August 07, 2005
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This sux. totally. muah hahaha :(
haf fuN!
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
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today SPP ARP session. had xiumin as my buddy. hehehe she so pro la. learned spicing frm her (i'm not sure if its 'spicing'.. --> its a kind of knot to tie e ropes to ensure no fray ends). den i taught her hw e tower skills :)
ms lim kept tellin us not to swing on e dangle dua.. so i quickly come down n jux find somethin to do.. sighxx but e rest stil playin ard dere.. sam was so irritated w dem. if i'm e old yuan w greater responsibility in dis cca.. i prob would b as irritated as she was. but i wasnt.. yet i was pretty amused by dem.
sighx. was pissed w my parents for scoldin me for bein home late. i reached hm b4 10pm lahhh! gosh. my reason for stayin out late was becos i was havin dinner w my x cchs clas mates n tt one of dem.. henry is leavin for US today.. sighx. i only took a foto w him. sighx. gona miss him somehow.
so i was rather worried tt i will get scolded by my parents again for today. yelled at e 2 OAC wk. sighx. sorry lah. my anger accumulate since kfc lunch. becos.. ppl.. pls walk a little faster? n.. i was sleepin on e bus on e way to queensway shoppin centre.. if i wasnt HALF AWAKE.. everyone prob get off e bus w/o knowin tt i'm stil on e bus. sighx.
sighx sometimes i worried for e rest n of cos myself. its nt as if we haf straight As nor straight Bs nor straight Cs n NOT EVEN straight Ds.. why r we stil so... slow? hmm.. if we r jux a few mins faster.. we can do so much more. really.
hahaha nowadays oac d*mn funny. some little thins happened. so amusin. yupp so amusin.
6:26 PM;
Monday, August 01, 2005
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long time nv update lo..
hahaha.. sighx so long liaox i stil cant keep e pace up for my studies.. sighx.
hmm... I PASSED MY 2 STAR KAYAKING COURSE! YEAH!
made someone sad. sorry din mean it! sighx.
today had a tok w my oac frenx n realised many things r MORE OPEN den i tot. it mux b pretty shockin for cchs ppl lik me n ks. lolx. n paiseh. aiyo.
i'm so practical! ppl gif others +ve encourgement n me? -ve advice.. But some1 haf to gif those to make dem wake up ritex? paiseh ppl for nt bein supportive at times but hey i tink through quite a bit before i made those -ve remarks! paiseh!
nowadays my running sux. boo hoo hoo. used to be e 1st few runnin in front. nw behind liaox. erm for oac gals lah. haha. but aiya hu to blame? myself lo. hu ask me eat more den i train. lolx. sighx. shit lah. i beta haf more discipline! aiya say say only. hmm..
mr lim (tj maths cher n oac cher) told oac gals to run 12 mins for 2.4km b4 Sept holis. oh no. my current timing 13:04. sh*t. sighxx. how how how.
hahaha i suddenly tot of "EXCUSES" lolx. bleahx. hahaha.
i wan to haf fun! :(
ermm. yea. back to project work. boo hoo hoo.
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