Thursday, March 31, 2005
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sigh. mixed feelings.
i'm damn tired frm yest oac's trainin. jux feel tired. however lectures seem to be more interestin den b4 le! Y ar..? Hahaha.. Argh felt like quitin OAC.. Becos sian of it.. its fun la.. but too much trainin n ends too late.. I wan more n longer break plus earlier dismissal! haha.. Aiya dream on manx.
i wonder wat's wrong w me. luv sick? muah hahaha. no way manx. lol.
hmm... gona b home alone for e nxt 2 days (sat n sun).. any1 can pei me? sianxxx.
6:34 PM;
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
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my day started out nt too bad la.
kind of in a shocked state.
haha.
eh lectures was pretty cool. duno y. mayb becos too long no lec liao. haha.
so bz w buyin oac stuf. damn sian. luckily e beach rd uncle damn nice, help us ALOT. thanx 2 him manx.
mis mas dance.
argh.
music pls?
hehehe.
6:16 PM;
Monday, March 28, 2005
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am i sad?
kind of lah.
hahaha.
today 3rd day of orientation. today OG1 damn rox. dey win ALL e games xcept 1 tie. damn pro manx. dey so SLACK yet can win. wah lao. hahaha. proud of dem though. some guys smeared n covered my eyes w toothpaste le! wah lao cant even open my eyes. worse still got e tingling sensation. coolin. in a bad bad way. some flicked a handful of flour at my ear.. ew.. damn disgustin. but nvm. its kinda fun. at least dey bothered 2 make fun of me. haha. dey rox. aerius rox.
missing youu.
10:13 PM;
Sunday, March 27, 2005
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OAC was pretty fun yest. Things r organised by ourselves la. Kinda of slack. Tt's y i lik it. However its abit too slack. lol. Went jogging but our team mate jinhe was sick so we came back early to e sch. We did simple 5 BX (so easy manx compared 2 e 1s tt our seniors gif). And pioneerin. My gp tied e square lash 4 times b4 it was accepted by e seniors. OAC standard. Gosh. The other gp did quite alot of times too. Poor us. Haha.
Was pretty sad las nite. But I din wana tel y to some ppl. Haha. Thanx damn lot for their concern. Haha. I'm jux childish lah. I dun understd wad i'm sad 4. I'm sad becos I am not e 1 in -- life? Haha cant be ba. Becos I noe I am not e 1. Lol. Sigh. So sorry tt I made some ppl worried 4 me. I noe its my childish part so I dun wana say.
If only -- is really alwaxx dere 4 dear mi. Which is not possible n I understand. *Smiles*
Missed e 13-days-him. Haha becos those 13 days I knew he'll alwax b dere 4 me. Haha. Glad tt both of us r frenx le.
-- prob partly enjoying --'s time partly worrying abt me ba. Haha. Sorry. Din mean it. Do u read my blog? *ponders* doesnt matter. wont make a diff. Hahaha.
to those hu cared for me. THANX MANX. Luv u guys (as in plus gals laa=P) I so gan dong tt I cried las nite. Nt sad until cry.. is so touched tt I cried. Haha. --'s worth it so I wont cry 4 him. *Smiles*
Esp dearest Andrew. I miss him so damn much. He's so mature n totful n caring.
I rmbred hw he tried 2 cheer me up n he did cheer me up during -Blah- times. Sigh sadly his prince story is so hard 2 fulfil le. I hope he wil find his dear princess soon. He'll be a great bf!!!!!! Haha. All e best King. U rox!~
To dear dear Yumin.. Hahaha we've been thru alot of similar exp eh =P Hahaha. We'll both pull thru damn well de. LOL. Rmbr i'm alwaz here 2 gif u a hug n a ear or 2 eyes. Haha.
To Mathias, u rox!~ Someone hu's lik Andrew =) Hahaha. Gd luck to ya.. =)
To .... Hahaha. Missing youu. *cold* lol but i'm nt lying k. Hahaha.
My blog v interestin hor. So many under meanings de. Hahaha. Wonder HOW MANY ppl read. lol. Dun worry ppl. liyuan is stil liyuan. e siao siao liyuan. Hahaha.
8:34 AM;
Saturday, March 26, 2005
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U matter alot to me.
Do I matter alot to youu?
Haha.
5:24 PM;
Friday, March 25, 2005
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Haha. Sigh! Lol.
So bored today.
Went my frenx place 2 kill time.
Taught her mass dance.
Lol. She's Valerie lah.
Yeah also Aerius de.
Haha.
Sigh.
I wana do wk.
But I jux cant.
Haha.
"Next stop, 26 March 2005"
9:10 PM;
Thursday, March 24, 2005
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I din noe u mean tt much to me.
Aiya. Pity la. Haha. It matters. Lolx.
But nvm lo.
Hahaha.
11:03 PM;
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
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la la la.
xpected tt wld happen.
lol.
but still feel kinda sad ya noe.
but well it doesnt matter la hor..
been thru e same thin a lot lo.
can ta han la.
aiya.
sianed.
if only i matter.
haha.
dun b dumb dear.
kk. Today O 2 start lo. Saw many many familiar faces. Was v siao today as an OGL. If I dun siao hw 2 make e OGMs siao? Aiya but not so successful la. But well I gues my OG1 is pretty n2. The guys r pretty cool. Got shuai ge. Lol. Nt interested. Haha. Hoped 2 haf fun tml. Amazing race le. So? I duno. Haha. Tired lo. Beta slp. If nt cant gif energy to my OGMs lo.
Oh ya.
Happy Birthday
to Mr Dante OGL Charles!
10:24 PM;
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
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today postin results r out. actually i saw new ppl in my cg las nite online lo. found out tt my gd frenz lik harry kimhwee cant stay. den quite sad. hope dey can appeal n return to tj.
mass dance today 4 ogl. abit stressed becos nian duno e danceSsss. so it is lik.. gona b damn hard n damn paiseh la. though i n2 bt i duno e dances well enuf. din go ogl camp becos of mount xp ma. nvm. i sure can go thru all dis de. hehe. i'm liyuan ma.
lol. *cros fingers*
mis ya.
9:01 PM;
Monday, March 21, 2005
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Was supposed 2 b damn sad today becos of my lost shoe. no prince bring back my shoe. aiya. it is a reebok not a nike shoe. aiya. sad case. so many saw it but no body bothered to take it back for me. sigh sad sad.
Den somethin made my day. wah haha. den v hard 2 sad liao. hahaha.
ate lunch w scg ppl. quite sad tt i left early. waikit was lik sayin "tara more impt or mass dance more impt?" i jux left. tara goin to other JC lo.. but yilun waitin 4 me at mrt ma. moreover we reached sch jux in time for e practise. sigh.
luv mass dance. rmbred 2 songs' mass dance ba. cool. gona rmbr more.
8:53 PM;
Sunday, March 20, 2005
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9:42 PM;
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Upset.
Dun wana kana scoldin frm mom liao.
Sigh. Hope I can find e other side of my nike shoe back tml.
Argh.
Sigh.
Wana cry liao.
9:01 PM;
Saturday, March 19, 2005
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hmm... went tj.. tinkin tt my oac seniors wana play bball w us.. dun haf le.. hu passed tt faulty msg.. ??? went off shortly.
aftnoon i was at choonyan's place. mahjong. daidee. bridge. kinda lik chalet feelin. hehe. pretty fun. enjoyed my time dere.
hmm... stil feel terrible over e mistake tt i've done. but i gues dis thin can b settled. hope i'm jux tinkin too much. argh.
hmm... missin yuu. who? haha. u ppl gues lo.
10:48 PM;
Friday, March 18, 2005
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Oh no... How cld I make such a big mistake. No...
I want... Not you.
8:11 AM;
Thursday, March 17, 2005
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sigh. where r u?
where is my real angel?
can u really be dere when i nd u?
where r u?
how i wish i matter a great lot to someone other den my parents..
hahaha.
(made a big mistake. wrong signal. mux retify it b4 too late. damn myself)
8:50 PM;
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
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Yeah back frm Malaysia.. Lol.
Din look 4ward 2 e trip felt tt it's a torture becos i'll b deprived of my holidays.. mom dad actually went 2 e train station to send me off. i felt so embarrassed. becos it's lik it shows how "pampered" i am. argh. e rest of e ppl kept sayin dey r so sweet. yup dey r la. jux tt.. aiya. nvm.
took train. looooooooooooooooooooooong ride. frm sat evenin to sun mornin.
aiya if only <<>> is my buddy. hehe. aiya day dream only.
hmm... den we entered caves.. so darm cool. dark dark. somehow it smell nice. hehe. lime stone smell. squeezy. hehe. wet. haha. got bats le. hehe. i saw e diff types of lime stone formations made by e erosion of water. darn cool. hehe.
den we started trekin up base camp of Mount Ayam. long trek. kept complainin. heng got samantha n wei kheam tokin cok. haha. thanx 2 waikit n geraldine. y le? becos i almost fell down. when i say "down" i mean real DOWN. haha. understd? =P
was damn beat when we reach e base camp. but e view dere was.. hm.. wOow. e scenary is darn fantastic. aiya too bad i nv bring cam. hahaha. dere only gt make shift toilet. no flush. stinky. smelly. argh. darm dirty. but wat nds 2 b done haf 2 b done u noe =P haha.
trek trek trek. yeah we reached e summit of mount batu but nt ayam. den gues wat? rain rain rain. argh. our shoes were so damn soggy wet. argh. den *bRrRrrrr* cold. some of e ppl dere caught a cold den.
reached ayam's summit. camped dere. e nite was damn cold. 1 gal vomited. 1 gal LS. 1 gal fever. aiyo. view on e summit no gd. due 2 e mist lo. or issit clouds? haha.
trek down headin 4 stong. gt huge trash bag. helped my fren carry. later she (xiaowei) carried bak again. trash bag was so heavy tt she fell. i was totally stunned. she practically roll! den kailing (my senior) 'flew' n grabbed xiaowei's bag. waikit threw his bag aside n chiong down to put xiaowei up. i was still in e shocked state. den suddenly i heard ppl callin me "go down go down" i was lik "oh oh oh" den i chiong down. got myself behind a tree 4 support n lend my hand 2 waikit. pull. dey were all back to safe ground. scary. aft tt incident my legs went wobblin. i was scared stif n shocked lo. imagine if i'm e one helpin her carry tt trash bag. i cld b e 1 fallin.
reached a waterfall 4 lunch time. got a bad news. we cant head up to mount stong becos we r behind schedule. i din feel bad or anythin. becos i was stil rather shock over e fall. din haf appetite. nv eat.
felt tired. n start 2 feel disappointed. honestly a little only. becos my leg v v pain lo. hm.. particularly my knees. ouch. well climbed dis vertical slope down to dis huge water fall. scary. my legs shook lo. wah lao. nv climb so high down b4 lo. scare me. shiver!
hmm... had dinner at e town. dun feel lik eatin. felt lik pukin. went onto e train. those gals hu were sick start 2 haf fever. i felt tired n had abit of headache. fell asleep. woke up sometime later becos i realised i.. had a fever. den ppl took care of me. i'm so damn gan dong. ppl lik xiaowei, waikit, weikheam, yanling, kargea, kailing.. so touched. heard tt my fever went away 4 awhile n came back. n i was perspiring. wah. so serious ar. woke up n realised i got so many cloth on me. kailing's jacket waikit's jacket weikheam's jacket mingwei's ground sht n someone's Titan's shirt. Ppl kept checkin my temp. every nw n den someone come n touch my forehead. felt so hehehe taken care of. hehe.
special thanx 2 waikit xiaowei weikheam. poor waikit hu call him b my buddy. he is such a lazy bum yet he actually took care of me. xiaowei is damn zai lo. she's a nurse attendin to me. grabbed my head n put e cold towel on my forehead every nw n den. den weikheam hmm.. kept checkin my forehead's temp. haha. so nice. "r u ok not" sounds so angelic frm dem. so touched ya noe.
frm dis xp. really get to noe ppl lik xiaowei, jinhe, yinwei, kimberly n yanling.
hmm... haf 2 go lo.
hmm.. tot i wil mis someone (nt tt fellow k=P) badly. but i din. however i missed someone else instead. haha. i tink becos of e place i am in ba. hmmm...
missin yuu.
9:14 PM;
Saturday, March 12, 2005
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I'll miss you!!
9:17 AM;
Friday, March 11, 2005
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Tml I'll takin a train to Mount Stong n Ayam. I scared le. Argh.
Gona miss out alot of thins in Spore. No online chattin. No msgin. No tv. No hangin out. No bed. No proper toilet. No proper bath. Argh.
Die die. For 5 days leh!!! Argh.
Damn. I wonder y did I land myself in such shit.
But I will conquer both Mountains n come bak yellin tt e XP rox!
Hmm.. Carryin my back pack on wed made me fear tt i cld fall backwards at e wrong time. Argh. I am scared. Sigh. Well I gues I've to take care alot alot. Hu wil miss me here ar? Hmmm.. Suddenly I felt like tellin my "last words" le.. Hahaha.
I LOVE MY MOM N DAD! I LOVE MY FRENX! I LOVE MOON! I LOVE MY OG FRENZ PLUS OGL OF TJ! I LOVE ALL THOSE TT STAYED BY ME WHEN I'M FEELIN LOW!!!
Hahaha. I'll come back. I dun care. I'll come back safe n sound.
Gona mis ya!
10:59 PM;
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
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So funny. Told Tessa tt I dun wana c someone LOL den dere e person is. LOL. Funny Manx.
Haha. Well well today Mr Cheong my bio cher told us abt JC life stuf n wat 2 xpect.. Wa lao scary le. I scared manx. All chers seem 2 say e same thin.
"Try studyin 2 wks b4 e tests.. You'll fail."
HAhaha. Dear dear. HahahA. Looks lik muggin time 4 me aft March holi. Sianx. Poor Yr 2s.. No wonder dey seem so damn busy. Argh. If i continue 2 take Bio mux do DAMN well.. AhHh. Sianx.
Tired. Still tired. Well can I feel alert? HahahA. Sianx.
9:29 PM;
Saturday, March 05, 2005
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Sianx. Wana study but dun feel like.
Lolx. Today saw TJCians YongErnn n dis Touch Rugby Senior at e Aljunied hawker center rd junction lah. Quite surprised. Becos tt place is neighbourhood area n nt really close 2 e mrt station or any interchange. Lol.
"I'm missing you but nobody knows it but me.." Hahaha. Song Lyrics.. Hahaha. Fit wat I'm tinkin nw. Lolx.
10:55 PM;
Friday, March 04, 2005
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ALPHA HSE ROX manx!!!!
Haha lol.
Yest was TERRIBLE 4 me. I had to do project work den study Econs test den buy mask. Sianx. Look at e comp screen n feel lik pukin. Lol.
Today I was so damn eager 2 finish up everythin. Presented my ppt. Finished Econs test. Argh. Den finished OAC trainin. (Alamak only 5 ppl turned up). Den FINALLY ALPHA HSE FUNCTION!!!!
Haha I was so damn n2 lo!! I went practically crazy n nuts over mass dance. But well I sux at dem. Lol. Even represented my CG for some kind of competition. Lol but din win.
Wa lao "Let's get retarded" only play thrice! Haha. Danced n danced until damn tired but damn fun to me la. Wa lao I tink I siao liao. Aft OAC still got so much strength. I mux b crazy. Haha n ar.. TODAY i finally noe hw 2 do running man!!! Lol! All along I've been joggin LOL. Haha I tink I damn silly. Lol.
Had fun w my OG. Dey damn n2. Sigh some of dem leavin lo =( Sad manx. Ppl lik Chayhim, Xiumin, Hailin, Joanne.. Argh.
LOVE DANTE! LOVE e OGLS! Libby so CUTE!!!
11:18 PM;
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
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T I R E D
No point tinkin abt...
Won't haf any endin de...
LOL.
S L E E P
Y A W N
A R G H
10:21 PM;
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
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Hmm... Feel something missing.
LOLX.
Jux feel kinda lost.
Dont wana do sch wk nor tink abt wat subj combi or pdp..
I feel damn tired.
10:10 PM;