Monday, February 28, 2005
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Din do too well for O levels. 10 pts la.
It sound nice la but actually my results on overall nt so good.. Got quite abit of B3s.. My sciences is like.. All B3s except biology A2 which is a shock 2 me.
Argh.
If only i can get into triple science stream. Den I wont face e dilemma tt i had nw.. I duno to choose Physics or Biology... I luv Bio n dislik Physics but Physics is required in ALMOST ALL e courses for university... If I dun take it.. I lose out.. Wah lao.. So far ppl kept tellin me 2 choose Bio.. Only my parents say Physics.. And dey said is a suggestion.. Ya rite.. Shoutin at me is a suggestion.. Tt's forcing manx. Sad sia. But I gues I'll take Physics ba.. Wa lao.. A lot to catch up lik tt.. I wan to study Bio leh.. Sianx.
Den for pdp.. Oac too time consuming.. But i like it leh... Sianx.
Wah lao. I blur diaox. Freak lah.
10:06 PM;
Sunday, February 27, 2005
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THIS IS WHAT A GIRL TOLD A GUY:
If you see me walking on the road with someone else,
It's not because I like his accompany...
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my heart beat
If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him..
But because you're not there to catch me fall
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
..Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound
Don't let me walk with him,
It's you I want to walk with..
Don't let me talk of him,
it's you I want to talk with..
Don't let me fall for him,
It's you I want to fall in love with..
HOW DID THE GUY REPLY?
When you thought I wasn't brave enough towalk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stand before me
When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you,
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom,
you've already grabbed a branch
If you feel like you are nowhere,
I too am lost
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side
Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with.
WHEN I SAW YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...
WHEN I TALKED TO YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...
WHEN I HOLD YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...
NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ...
I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...
SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS...
BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...
THEN IT ISN'T LOVE..
9:27 AM;
Saturday, February 26, 2005
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Damn tired. Actually no la. I was damn tired aft OAC. Why leh?
We climbed Bukit Timah hill UP den DOWN.. UP den DOWN.. UP den DOWN.. SIAO hor?
Den we WALKED frm Bukit Timah hill to Mac Ritchie Reservoir... For lik 2 HOURS PLUS le!!!
Most imptly, we carried 8 1.5 litres of water on our back!!!!! Hahaha. Total madness manx. Actually I'm ok w it physically. But ar I buay song e seniors 4 yellin n "pushin" us to our limits.. Den felt lik screamin at dem. Ok fine I dun scream. I shout. Haha. But I din la. I only shouted "FREAK LAH!"
Hahaha. Durin evaluation i said "I luv OAC bt today e trainin gave me a bad impression of it."
Hahaha. Sigh. Den Weikheam kept askin me whther was it tt bad. He rox la. I mean he's tt kind of guy hu motivates himself n others 2 e limit. Nt lik e seniors. Sigh. I understd his n2ness bt e fact is nt every1 as fit as him ma. Haha. He is damn tough mentally manx.
Aiya. Tot of quitin OAC. But I stil lik its activites. C how aft Mountain expedition ba.
I missed someone... but he wont miss me de. sigh.
Lolx. I dun wan another Blah.
LOLX!
I wan my milk shake! Where is it?!? Haha!
9:11 PM;
Friday, February 25, 2005
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Sigh. Felt v tired today. Mentally tired. Felt kinda upset somehow.
Today Waikit made me angry a few times. Though he made me laugh quite abit too. Sigh ya he ar. Den aftnoon i finally had an outbreak. I shouted at him. Poor e ppl dere. All shock diao. I long time nv lose temper liao. Poor Waikit scared of me.
I tink I'm stressed over results ba. V worried. N also tired of OAC but stil luv it la. Sigh. N 1 other reason which i dun wana admit myself. Sigh.
Can any1 tel me i meant alot 2 u? haha.
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few
seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her
future.
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that
9:08 PM;
Thursday, February 24, 2005
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Bryan (my pageant partner las time ;P ) Samantha
Nian *cute hor*
Weikheam Engwei *snore* ZzZzzZzzz
OAC buddies.. Taken at Temasek Tower b4 we climbed 51 storeys!
10:17 PM;
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Hm... Nowadays felt beta lo. Only c dirt sometimes. Lolx. No offence la but v irritated sometimes. But I feel nothin lik sadnes lo.
Somehow I gt dis complicated feelin lately. O no.. I dun wan leh. I'm alwaz lookin out...
Hm.. Nowadays VERY tired.. Enuf slp leh.. But ar durin tutorial n lecture.. I can fall alslp leh!!! Wah.. Nt too bad ar liyuan.. Hahaha. Sigh yo.. Die die my parents warn me abt OAC.. Told me if still so busy dey wan me 2 quit.. Sigh.. I luv OAC juz tt its activity last until too late lo.. V tirin de..
(OACians carry bags tt r 4-5kg den jog up down stairs of 23/24 storeys *FUN* den jog some distance lo.. Sometimes we haf orienteerin.. Quite fun.. I can climb over tt rock wall hehe i rox! Run up slopes.. Physical trainin.. Lolx.. Can jian fei.. Lolx.. Though tough but i can ta-han.. I rox manx!)
Yest took OG foto. Some faggot nv take foto w us. Hahaha duno e fotos wil b nice nt.. Lolx my braces make my smile so dull LOLx.. But nvm la. 2day took SCG foto.. LOLx.. Poor Randall.. Hahaha ask me y lo.. Lolx..
Sigh I v v scared tt I cannt stay in TJ.. I luv my frenz manx.. Dey all rox. My OAC frEnx.. Plus SCG frEnz.. Og fRenx... Yr2 fRenx... =( Wah lao i'll miss dem until i cry if i cant make it..
I DUN CARE!!! I WAN TO STAY IN TJ!!!!
Pls pls pls!!
9:42 PM;
Sunday, February 20, 2005
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Yest was my bday. Received damn lot of msgs frm my frenz. I was shocked tt ppl lik Ian, Guohui msg me too. Thanx Liyi, Didi, Yumin, Hanbing, Jiening, Shuli, Guihao, Angel, Weikheam, Wai kit, Derek, Houstion, PeiYin, JingWei, Jinquan, Mathias, Winston, Randall, Ruiqi, Charles.. So on so on for msgin me happy bday. For those hu sms me... Dey filled my inbox. Hahaha. Most of my fren told me e same thin hehe.. To be happy =) Hahaha. Will de.
Went to Chayhim (my OG fren) hse for OG BBQ. Her. Sigh. I duno wat's she's doin there becos she's nt our OG de.. I said *f* when I saw her. Worse stil she put her chin on SOMEONE's shoulder. Hello u got bf liao stil put ur chin on his shoulder. SO wat if u both r fake bro n sis. No nd 2 b so intimate. Argh. LUCKILY i wasnt e only hu tink so. The rest of e ppl dere frm my OG.. Plus OGLs tink she's a B*tch. Becos she gt AP. Heng. I knew tt I wont lik her frm e 1st time I saw her. I din xpect her 2b related to him.. Haix. Hahaha.
But my bday was beta aft he, she & mat left. Danced mass dance so damn fun. Hahaha esp funny when i c engwei dance. So damn cute. Hahaha. I enjoyed crappin dere w some ppl. OGLs damn nice. Some shared same feelins as me. Hehe. Libby + Azzah. Charles' chicken wings rox manx. Damn nice. 1st time I eat 4 at 1 go. Yum yum. He siao de luv 2 bbq lik Xiumin. But he bbq good food hehe. Libby brought many light sticks dere so sweet! Gt 1 BIG PINK lightstick. HahAa..
My OG frenz celebrated my bday b4 i go. Got TWO bday cakes le!!! Yummy!! So chocolatey!! HEhE. Den dey got me a Necklace. Hahaha. Thanx ppl! So gan dong. But aiya nv really take fotos.
Luv my OG manx. Plus e OGLs dey rox my world!
8:36 AM;
Friday, February 18, 2005
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Totally touched by Wai Kit's effort in foldin cranes to put dem in e bottle tt he plus my SCG mates share 2 gif me.. Hahaha.. Wah lao.. So gan dong.. 1st time some guy fold me cranes leh =) Hahaha. Sigh tinkin tt he may nt b in TJ aft 3mths i kinda sad sia.. He, Weikheam, Samantha, Hailin, Amanda, Shaun, Ian, Shouqin n myself.. Alwaz make up e pro pro gp in OAC.. I v scared tt e team may split up.. If it really split up.. I prob wont stay in OAC liao.. =( Hahaha.. Wah lao..
Thanx Jie for e gift!!! Muackx!!! So cute le e necklace.. HeheHe.. Hopefully I wil take damn good care of it!!! Lolx.. HaHAHaa gum xia!!!!
Read somethin online.. I really wonder wat had happen.. I felt lik askin but I scared it may ruin my day.. So i gues i dun ask today ba.. Haha.. Hmm... *ponders*..
8:45 PM;
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The love u can't have, is usually the love that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.
Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine? When we kiss? This is because the most beautiful thing in the world is unseen.
6:29 PM;
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
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Tot i gt progres liao. Actually dun haf. Damn. Stil miss... Sighx.
Hahaha.. Was so distracted tt i left my pencil case n WS in e canteen. Wahliu those cchsm guys nv return 2 me. So much 4 bein frenz. LOLx. Nvm. 2 hell w dem. Haha. Kiddin only.
Ehh i wonder wil i get a present frm both freakos.. hAha. Blah n ---.. Lolx. Hahaha. Dun xpect much lah. Jux wonder. If dey gif ar.. Wah lau sure damn happy.
Hahaha. But of cos huever hu gifs me present i sure v happy =)
Hahaha. Sigh. Is it so easy to say i luv u?
It's nv easy 4 a gal 2 say le.. I mean frm e mouth.. to a guy.. Hahaha..
hmm.. I wonder.. Lolx.
Sian havent been conc -ing in sch. Help me! =(
Tryin hard 2 focus hehehe.
9:45 PM;
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
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Odd feelings 2day.
Duno is happy or sad.
Results gona b out on 25th.
Shit.
I wana stay in TJ.
Yeah my bday comin..
Will my bday wish come true?
Haha.
I feel lik I'm a little gal having little hopes n wishes..
I hope tt my frenz can b happy..
And of cos me too =)
9:41 PM;
Monday, February 14, 2005
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Today Valentine's Day!
Realised abt 1 Integrity Couple.. Shit i too lag liao. Nvm nw noe liao. So cute manx.
Hmm... Received lots of little little chocolate hehe.. So many lo.. Til i nv rmbr which frm hu..
LOLx.. Distinctive gifts r e chocolates frm Mathias... Wa! Haha den Yellow Rose frm Wai Kit... Purple folded rose frm Charles (Yeah! Dis 1 can kp!)... Red Rose frm Houston(I luv his card manx!!! So you3 xin1)... Den Grace gave me dis clothes clip.. Reminded me of Guihao.. =)
Hahaha.. And I also rmbr one strawberry lollipop.. Hehe. Mux find a PERFECT day 2 eat it n kp e wrapper. LOLX. Haha. Ehh.. Dun worry ppl.. I'll kp all e wrappers of e gifts as long as I rmbr hu dey r frm.. Hehe i damn sentimental de.
Lolx. Thanx someone for --- company! If nt sure damn sian.
Sigh. But somehow... Hahaha. Doesnt matter. No la it matters.
Oh yah tok 2 someone 2day.. Finally. Hahaha. Quite nice la. Back 2 fren fren mode lo!!! Happy!!!
Hahaha HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ppl!!!!
Muakx Hugx!!!!
6:48 PM;
Saturday, February 12, 2005
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Freak I cried again.
Hahaha.
Wah lau i miss him damn much.
Heart achin.
3th time.
1st time was 4 blah.
2nd & 3rd for him.
Why lidat.
Hahaha.
Nvm.
6:32 PM;
Friday, February 11, 2005
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2day ar... Actually quite happy at first.. Though I've 2 ask SOMEONE 2 wish me happy new year.. Jerilyn v cute.. Some gal asked her which CG she's frm den she said..
"eHhh 27" (she's frm 25)
"huh?!?" I said.
"Oh! nO no i'm frm 25 n 29" (Our OG gp consist of CG 29 n 25)
"HuH?!?" I said again.
"Oh no no!! Ehhh 25.."
"HAhAHa" I laughed.
She damn cute sia.
He told me he got no scandals w any1..
But he told me 2 ...
D*mmit y u guys all lik tt.
All e same. Freak sia.
Sigh.
But nvm i'll get over it.
Nd time only.
Ppl juz shut up pls.
Yeah got company on Mon.
Sigh.
Lolx any1 can help me 4get him?
Haha.
9:44 PM;
Thursday, February 10, 2005
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Lalala.. New Year New Year... Yeah hopin it'll be beta den e last yr.. Hahaha.. Oh well valentine's day comin.. Doin some stuf dis yr.. Mostly 4 my guy frenz.. I only prepared 3 for gal frenz.. Hehe.. But I'm gona gif out.. Hope everyone wil be sweet sweet tt day.. Hehe..
I realised tt I gt dental appointment on 14.. Damn. Hehe. Ppl dun 4get 19 Feb.. Hehe. Its comin.. I'll appreciate if u ppl msg me n wish me happy bday den =) HAhHAaa..
Haix. Haha.
8:41 PM;
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
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Lolx.. Saw my previous blog. Oops i sound violent sia.
Haha.
Wah liu I feel stupid.
Unlucky Monkey Year for me.
Hope Chicken Year will be beta.
I miss my beautiful memories.
I miss chit chattin over e fone.
I miss e green pavilion.
I miss e sad look.
I miss e whisperins by my ear.
I miss e pokes tt tickers.
I miss e touchin smses.
I miss e goosebumps.
I miss e eyes.
I miss my laughter.
Lolx. Relax ppl I'm ok. I'm juz tryin 2 b poetic. Lolx. Dun tink I made it. Hehe. But all of dem r true. Lolx. I'm tryin 2 b funny n cold. Lolx.
Wah liu time 2 change my blog outlook. Hehe.
My Chinese New Year + Valentine's Day + My birthday (19Feb! Hehe) Wishlist:
To be loved
To be happy!
To be able 2 stay in TJ to study!
Kk... Hehehe. Sigh.
10:12 PM;
Monday, February 07, 2005
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Miss ........... alot manx.
Sigh. Alot alot alot.
Hu can make me happy =) ?
Lolx.
Dun worry I'm still cool.
And oei ppl I'm nt pathetic dun spread f**kin rumours abt me ok. I damn fed up w/ hu ever hu's spreadin rumours. Hey dun treat ppl's stuf as a topic of e day. If u care, console me nt tokin f**k up stuf behind me. Argh.
Sigh sorry ppl.
A bit siao liao.
But eh I'm stil mentally strong ok.
Pls la let me off la.
Wah lau eh.
Sigh...
9:58 PM;
Saturday, February 05, 2005
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"1. He willingly do anything and everything for his beloved...with sincerity, not coercion.
2. He constantly wants to humour his beloved and tends to be more talkative.
3. He tends to advise his beloved more as he trulyloves her and wants her to be a better person.
4. He tries to restrict her freedom due to his overwhelming jealousy.
5. He constantly fears losing his beloved.
6. He always monitors his beloved's movements as he feels insecure.
7. He hates the idea of other guys being close to his beloved.
8. He becomes jealous and sensitive when his beloved pays less attention to him.
9. He becomes the most hardworking person and helps his beloved to do anything and everything.
10. He becomes restless wen his beloved's away for too long.
11. He cares for his beloved more than he does himself.
12. He constantly asks if his beloved loves him as he feels his love is greater than his beloved's.
13. He would not be bothered with other gals who don't hold any importance to him.
14. He will try to spend a lot of time with his beloved even though he knows he'll end up waiting for his beloved.
15. He praises his beloved in front of others.
16. If his beloved leaves him, he can't trust any other gal and wishes for his beloved to come back to him.
17. When there is a third party, he loses his mind and is willing to do anything to fight to win.
18. He makes sure he ensures her safety at all times.
19. He is like a small kid who fights for constant attention from his beloved.
20. He treats his beloved as his most trusted one and is willing to sacrifice all of his wealth and even his life for her.
21. He keeps asking his beloved whether she loves him or not?
~It's not easy to find guys who would shed tears justfor gals... So please treasure these guys...~"
All the Italics r e stuf tt he did.. The rest he din... Aiya if only he did.. Lolx.. Doesnt matter liao la.
1:03 AM;
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
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Cried last Sunday.
No nd 2 xplain much abt tt.
Haha. OAC ppl rox sia! Luv my comrades! Gt e UG kind of feelin! V united n e nv-gona-leave-u-behind.. And ar e ppl dere gt da*n lot of leadership! Luv it!
We went for SELF trainin on Mon.. Yest.. Wah.. We ran 7plus km leh.. CRAZY hor?! But fun lo!!! Luv it. Ok I'm siao liao. Prob.. I tried 2 hard 2 take thins easy.
LOLX.
But its gd rite?!
LOLX. Recently I'm busy w sch wk n stuf. AMAZINGLY. I din do my hw! HahAaa.. Aiya those proj lah, make me da*n busy.
Life has been v monotone lately.. Sigh.
9:35 PM;