Looks lik I'm missin out lots of fun due to my lost teeth. Hahaha. But nvm. As long as dey had fun jiu hao lo. Hahaha at least I received a msg tt kinda end the yr "beta" ba. Sianed w 2 teeth missin ar.. I dare nt eat dis.. Dare nt drink tt.. Hahaha.. I scared later got blood again. Poor me cant eat much liao! But hahaha treat it as "slimming prog" ... Aiya I stil wana eat le... I wonder how Moon's almond cake taste lik.. Heard tt gt Countdown party. Organiser nv ask me again. But nvm. Cant go anyway.

I tink every yr sure gt some kind of tragedy le.. Ever since 911 ba...

Den terrorism.. Den SARS.. Den dis..

Lik 'Deep Impact' sia.

Aiyo movies r comin true liao.

'Independence Day'.

'Day after Tml'.

Hopefully nxt yr wil b beta.

I LOVE BEING ALIVE!!!!!

For those who met w misfortune & left the world earlier.

R.I.P.

PS: Oei why my orientation leader havent call me.. Sian!

"no matter wat he did. I stil tink of him.."

"but the saddest part is where..."

"he misunderstood me..."

"love itself is motivation..."

"it cannot be work for.."

Hahaha familiar ma? Yup dis r sentences mentioned in MVP. Haha. Some by Xiaoxi some by Barbie.

GO BREAK GO BREAK GO BREAK BREAK GO!

Nv watched MVP in the past becos it was shown at nite. Heng now can watch. Last episode today lo. Dis show pretty meaningful in some ways.

It taught a lot of ren3 sheng1 dao4 li3 ba.

Hahaha. Aiya I had "a stomach of fire" dis mornin. But the fire "extinguish" v fast. Haha. I tink ar dis 2 mths ar I grew up le.. I realise a lot of ugly truth in dis world.. And I also learned a lot.. How to nt-tink-abt-some-matter.. Quite an experience la. Got over thins easier den b4. I'm nt shuanin any1 hor. DUN MISUNDERSTOOD. Sianed.

However I stil got lots of pent up feelins. If only I can shout it out loud. But cannot la. Ppl later tink I siao. Hahaha. Well well hope every1 grew up a little aft today! The last day of 2004 lo!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

AaHhhHh 2 teeth missing!
In the proces of makin braces ma..

Alamak went d Doc gave me anesthetic ar, half of my mouth feel swollen n definitely numb. After testing tt I wont feel pain.. The Doc used a "cliper"??? Hahaha or Clamp?!?! Hahaha and clamp my tooth... Den ar he jerk left right left right.. Then he said "thankyou thankyou" den I felt somethin long pulled out.. "Ahhh its out, very good". Haha. Ok la. No feelin. Den the same for the other lor.. Quite er sin la.. Haf to bite cotton wool.. Den got lots of thins to follow.. 2hrs later den can drink water.. Alamak.

Ok during the injection its lik a ant bite me. Nt tt pain. Den durin the jerkin.. Eh... Nt pain at all..

Hahaha.. My experience lo.. Shit the anesthetic is wearin off.. Hahaha...

Nowadays daddy at home. He is clearing his "leaves" ma. LOLX.

Went 2RP 02 BBQ last night in celebration of Clement's bday. My 1st "didi". LOLX.

It was at Costa Sands Downtown East la. Played Mahjong w Susan Lee (Soo Shengli), Big Bomb, Angeline (IT de) den later got Cheechee ( Cheejeng). The Mahjong pieces v small sia. SO cute. And ar NO TABLE.. Hai wo bend until v low. Eh v tiring lo. LOLX. Hahaha. Den ar tt Susan Lee ar v li hai sia. "Hu" a lot of times. I only 3 times. Hahaha. Nt too bad la hor.

Den durin BBQ, I "zhao1 ren3" for Bridge lo. Lolx. Got Harry, Yongsen, Rachel, Angeline lo. Hahaha. V FUN sia. Why leh? Becos I tink I & Angeline v gd partners, lolx can win those 10-4 and 9-5 de. Tt means we win the 10 sets n 9 sets la. So hor.. V SONG. I won 10 sets w YS too. SONG. We kept "low" five-ing LOLX. Den ar tt Harry alwaz chiong de. But he uses his brain a lot sia. For me I juz play.. Haha. But got tink la.

LOLX. Left ard 945pm aft eating Clement's bday cake. Hehe. Clement is so TALL liao. Xiang3 dang1 nian3 he was definitely shorter den me ar now... Alamak taller liao. Sian! Haha worse til his face stil haf tt Childish-boy-boy look. LOLX. Stil v ke ai.

Sent Ruiqi n Rae to MRT station. Quite sad when I saw their bei4 ying3.. Becos dey goin VJ ma.. So prob we nv gona meet again liao. Sigh. Well hopefully some RP de organise BBQ again ba...

Went east coast 2day. Played neopets at Mac. So silly. BUT at least time is wasted. LOLX. Waited 4 many ppl 2 arrive. Shd nt haf come so early.

Cycle lo. Quite fun la. Tok 2 King along the way. He v entertainin. Kept complainin. "Butt ache sia". "Ka nu-ah (jelly legs)". Funny fellow. Well well a bit luan w de programmes la but tink it was settled aft laksa. Poor Dick.

Ate laksa. Sianed by de ppl dere. So chao. "Come eat our laksa la" "Ah ours is ZHEN ZHONG one".. Sian lo. Settled w de Katong Nonya Laksa. Nt spicy so i kind of lik it. But somehow prefer 49's Katong Laksa.

Played pool. Nt my day. Lost 2 Liyi becos my white ball enter w black ball. Den lost 2 qiaowei. Of cos la. Honsiang is so ke ai. He alwaz crap. Nice 2 hear frm him. Nt much chance in future liao.

Sigh ya though I noe many ppl goin TJ.. And TJ gona b a small cchsm. But a lot of my gd frenz went 2 other schs.. King.. Kz.. Jon.. Val.. Liyi.. So on so on. Gona mis their voices. No king no entertainment. No kz no ear. No jon no one to shuan. No val no one to teng3. No liyi no one to gan chiong 4 me. Aiya aiya aiya. Gona mis dem SOOOoOooOoOoOooOoOOOO much.

Sigh ya. Aiya aiya aiya. Sad diao.

Sian my comp spoil liao. Usin dad's comp.

BUT i gona type abt wat happen 4 de past wk!

Firstly prom! 22 Dec 04. Wah tt nite SHIOK sia. Nv tot it'll b tt fun. "Wa liyuan u 2day v high le" qiaowei told me. Haha ya lo. Mayb I juz wana go crazy n vent everythin out ba. Quite useful le w all tt screamin n jumpin haha. Lol plus d platform caved in. So da*m cool. Haha heels heels heels. Its lik more den 1 elephant stompin on d platform lo. SONG BO!

Well, thanx yumin 4 awardin me as 2nd 4 Most Transformation Award. Haha. Act dis holi when i go shop shop w mom i sure put on light makeup de. Mom doll me up ma. A bit nt-lik-liyuan-kind-of-thin hor. But act quite fun la becos i'm an art person so i lik "stylin". Lolx. Tink its interestin 2 haf ppl kept lookin at me w a bewildered look.

Thankyou thankyou! I'll lik 2 thank my mom 4 tt.

Haha. Ok I'm lame liao.

Tink electrico was good manx though i'm NOT familiar w dem. I lik dis song tt went "i luv u... i luv u..." until dey scream. Cool le.

Took fotos w many ppl. Solo ones w Kim, Junkiat, King, Yongqi, Agatha, Liyi, JN, Val... Hahaha quite fun la. Becos of foto takin ar I missed out de food. Aiya. Wasted.

Tink tt nite every1 was fabulous. Bomb was de 1 tt I really lok forward 2 c. And she WOW me!~! SO PRETTY!~!!! So SWEET!~!!!! Bomb ar bomb muz change 2 Sweet Bomb liao. So ke ai.
Den for Val ar ppl also WOW a lot HOR hehe thanx 2 my mom too. To me she's ok. I tink its prob becos I c her transform STEP BY STEP so no wow lo. Haha!

Hmm.. Let's c for GUYS ar. BEST dressed is King. *Shakes head* So shuai! Haha.

Den aft prom tt nite on 23rd Dec I went 4 NP BBQ. My juniors de. So many BBQ sia. Well, gt lots of food. Haha den I played bridge w those ppl dere. Pretty fun. Guohui n nxt yr s4s kept sayin LAME n TOTALLY COLD jokes. Cold until I'm nt only in fridge ar also at north pole. Haha! But dey r really funny. And ar dajie so xing fu sia! Hehe. Dajie "I love you forever?" LOLX.

Aiyo now indonesia kana earthquake cum tidal wave le.. Duno Loola gt affect nt.. Sian-ed. Beta call dajie later.

Hm.. Den CHRISTMAS EVE! YEAH!~! I received LOTS of presents frm relatives. OP pouch, OP sch bag, OP sling bag, OP pencil case, shirt & perling silver's necklace. Haha OP OP OP. Alamak. Cant dey choose Nike 4 a change? LOLX. BUT I LUV DEM!~!

Christmas I went 2 watch Kungfu Hustle. V FUNNY movie. Da*n silly. But funny. Stephen Chow is good manx. Dis production is so diff frm his past movies.. Thumbs up!

Ok la on overall de wk is fun la.

Thanx Liyi, Moon, Eunice, Dajie 4 their Christmas Card! Thanx Ning 4 de present! Now I get wat's w de qns 4 black n white liao.. Haha!~! Thanx 4 de letter! I'll try my best 2 find de rite 1 de! U too! All the best to all IT ppl n NP ppl PLUS CCL ppl!

O well I'll end off w... I stil wana noe wat's wrong.

LOOLA IS FUN!!!!! (17-19 dec)

Esp w dajie's story.. fairytale manx.. hehe. Helped her in her fairytale. It succeeded. So damn happy for her. LOOLA ROX lo. Paradise. though de beach nt as clean as Changi's.. But its WONDERFUL. Everythin is so natural. Mangrove swamp. Shallow sea. Water nt clear la. STARRY nights. So damn romatic embiance lo.

Realised poverty. Children dere so cham. Sch facilities terrible. No bball court. No fans. Heavy chairs. And de children luv takin fotos. Dey only finish pri sch education unles parents allow dem 2 go 4 further studies. Sad la. But dey v ke ai lor.

oh ya loola trip is w npcc ppl. mr kwek, mr lee, ms khariani, moon, angel, cat, dajie, caryn, yy, eileen, anyu, eunice, pamela, angeline, jane, liyi, liying, kim, jq, jengkhit & huijie.

kayak thru mangrove swamp. nt fun dere. i scared wat lurks beneath my kayak. haha. ms khariani my partner. she is determined 2 finish de route w/o de help of motor boat. motor boat can help drag us 2 de front faster. hahaha. pretty cool tt we finished de course w/o motor boat. lolx. only gp for de 1st team.

gt rockclimb. some ppl siao de. angel hang v long on top. but cld get 2 de top. caryn is cool lo gt up v fast. jq no need 2 say la. liyi is pro too. jane is.. wow. haha. din xpect her 2 b de 1st one 2 complete de tougher course. oh jengkhit. hm he gt up too. me le? half way lo. kana stuck. every1 conc on angel. no 1 help me haha. so gave up. nvm its nt my interest la though quite fun. sad tt i lost of hairband.

flyin fox. fun la. but gt wet. tide fell v fast. in de end many nv get wet lo. sian-ed. haha. had de sucide feelin on top lo. so scary. wondered how ppl dare 2 jump 2 their death. silly ppl. o well its cool, lookin down frm a 12 m tower.

food. is yummy. crab meat is so delicious lo. every lunch dinner gt fish. yum yum. breakfast also nice lo. hehe. missed de food. though simple but yum yum. beta den sch caterer. hehe.

my bunk. hut. cool gt proper toilet. so v heng. v gd view of sea. alwaz gt strong sea breeze. SONG.

LOOLA ROX

Today went for campcraft chalet. np again. played mahjong. so fun. i hu thrice. hehe. but only spend ard 3 hrs playin becos i left early. sian-ed. hope nxt time can play again.

Hm.. Havent clarify my doubts. So sian-ed. Hm... I wana noe wat happen.

Ok I'm NO LONGER in GOOD MOOD.
Sorry if I'm rude now.
I AM DAMN F*CK UP NOW.
Finally I lost my cool.

I'm happy.

You believe?

I am happy.

Don't spite me. Don't use others. It won't work. Don't hurt yourself. You went too far. I'm warning you. You better stop before another catastrophe happen. Find someone to talk. Don't hide every thing inside. Vent your frustrations. But not on anyone. Think hard. Be smart. Things are very simple.

Don't you feel tired being this way?

We changed. Didn't we?

Don't ruin my holi. Please.

I'm finally happy happy happy. Haha. LY ROX!!!

i dun mean myself... lolx

I'm D**N HAPPY!~! Hehe.

WHY leh? Hehehehe.

Well well, yest i n np frenz supposed 2 kayak but ar weather la.. den played pool instead. Hehehe nt too bad la. BUT wah liu some ppl pang4 seh1. SO BAD. Haha. O well had fun anyway. So-call taught moon & choonyan how 2 play. Hehe both of dem v ke ai. Jon ar dat qian4 da3 face ALWAZ dere so ar VERY qian4 da3. But nvm la can ta-han. Den went 2 eat Pastamania (correct sp nt? i duno). Pizza ham & mushroom. Mushroom nt so succulent le. Hehe. Den ar my flu caught up w me. Sheesh.

Met up w de councillors (ccl) in sch. Looked at cchsm. Wah long time no c leh. Looks.. The same la. But kind of miss it. AHHHhHhhHHHHHhhhh............. Sad sia.

Den went 2 find yongqi n de rest. Hahaha gt sinyee, yq, ian, jinwen, houston, ricky, kenneth.. for seniors la. Went 4 dinner w ian, yq, jinwen, houston & sinyee though i eat liao.. I nv order any food la. Den de rest waited 4 their food lo hahaha den dey started tokin abt COLD JOKES.. Haha.. Dey r da*n funny! I tink I'm de funniest la.. Ask me y I say so.. Becos I made de rest laugh until dey beng... Haha *embarrassed*

Den went bak 2 sch tok 2 a fren of houston, jason. Haha saw him every time as d AV cum CCL guy last yr. V nice guy. Den ccls (juniors) watched dis thai ghost movie.. NT SCARY de... made houston, jason & me laugh rather den ooh-i'm-scared hahaha.

Houston alwaz leave suddenly durin d movie or durin our trip to scare either d station masters or ccls.. Hahaha he v bold sia. He v gd at scarin ppl lor. Hahaha. And of cos he gt real stories abt cchsm 2 tel.. hahaha..

Den aft nitewalk, played bridge w houston, jason & arthur (eh all of de sudden he came hahaha) . Den played until lik 545 ba. Den houston slept. Den arthur left 2 meet his frenz 2 play soccer (he doesnt lok lik he noe how 2 play soccer.. hmm..) . Den i was totally awake. Yawned only once. Jason also v awake. So we went walk walk n c those ccl slpin solo. 645 sky turned bright lo. Hahaha den jason went 2 slp too. I chit chat w Cindy ( A xx-ccl) hahaha she v honest le.. Lolx. Houston left 4 sch & Jason left 4 proj work. In d end left yongqi, ian, yonghwa, ricky, kenneth, kenny... ..... so on la..... ....

Hmm... Day went past quite fast. Played games. TUG OF WAR!~!! SIaO lor.. Jinwen in front den ian den me den juniors (guys) den gals den kenny.. But we din win. Sad... I pulled until i........ Wat? I duno. I only noe I v v tired aft de pull. But FUN. Den played H2o.. Ran round de basketball court twice for d game. Excitin n funny sia. FUN. Hehehe.

Saw Staf promo. Hmm.. No comments ba.. I juz wonder how exactly I did for my own promo. Hmm... well.. tink sometimes dey v nt serious. Hm.. self discipline.. Aiya. Nt my prob. Wash my hands off np stuf liao. Den played bball w angel, harry & cat. oOoh while i was walkin out of sch ar along de fence, suddenly poh long shouted "eh liyuan leh!" but i duno hu he was tellin 2... i was lik 'huh?' I mean i dun really know him la so hahaha he no need 2 exclaim so loudly.

Tink i rox sia. I yawned ONLY TWICE today despite I did nt even slp 4 a min. Li hai hor. And ar now is 2317 n I'm alert manx. Its lik i can ton de nite again. I siao de. Too happy liao.

Aiya some thins a bit ke xi sia. Aiya. Den some ppl so childish manx. Cant stand. Knock their head. But dey v stubborn de, wont wake up their idea. Hahaha. Some ppl v truthful, dey r so straight forward. I lik those kind of ppl. Though sometimes felt lik bitin their head off, they r act de ones we've 2 thank. Hm.. Some ppl ar juz lik 2 seek 4 attention. Those kind wil cause ppl 2 totally sian diao. But cant do much abt it ba. Hmm.. I'm wat kind of ppl ar? Indecisive, sentimental, paranoid? Duno. U tel me ba.

I only know I'm HAPPY today.

juz now i dreamed of somethin stupid. i dreamed tt i kana stuck in dis swamp w birds (red parrots n de common yellow beak bird), crocodiles, shank & 1 whale. Its dumb lo. Got quite a lot of ppl hu r stuck lik me. Worse thin I dreamed tt Vincent Ng (Wong Qing Hai) was tryin 2 grab me.. Dang.. Den in de end.. *cough* duno y i hug him. DANG! Den I was afraid tt Rui En saw us. DANG! Haha Vincent Ng was wearin dis blue long sleeve shirt lik in the tv serial on channel 8. Den Rui En is his gf in de show la. SO DUMB!

Ok. Den I sorta wake up in my own dream den I dreamed tt my parents dragged me out of bed n asked me 2 change 2 sch u. So rush until I din wear my shoes properly. Den realise dey brought me 2 TJ 2 register 4 sch. Met a lot of ppl. Realise some clas arangements.. dreamed tt i danni & moon were in same clas.. den saw some old frenz.. weiqi.. den *cough* some others.. BUT.. aft i woke up i realise all tt is nt goin 2 happen.. Moon cannt b in same clas as me, she chose ARTS ma.. I chose Science... Den danni nv put TJ 1st choice.. so on... sigh yo. DUMB DREAM...

2day prob kayak. Den i'll camp in sch.

Cham liao i really sick liao. Sigh yo.. Dun wana b sick le.. Loola juz round de corner.. Cannot let my sickness ruin my holi..

Haha jn said my blog gettin chim-er but she stil understand.. of cos la bu kui shi wo de peng you. Haha.. Kind of wan 2 c her.. Becos long time nv c her liao.. Duno she lok lik wat liao.. Office gal? Haha.. Eyebrow gt xiu ma? Hm.. Hair shorter ma? Hm... *ponders*

Hm.. Glad tt some of my frenz wil automatically call me.. Haha.. So glad lo.. Nowadays dun haf time 2 call ppl so more likely i wait 4 ppl 2 call.. Den recently 1 called I said I too tired wana slp so put down fone aft 10 mins. Den another told him I wana go toilet so end call aft 30 plus minutes. Haha. Anyway I nt much voice liao.. Dun feel quite comfortable nowadays.. Frenz muz call me when u gt time ar =) If nt i v bored at hm de.. Hahaha thanx jon &.. his "gd" fren. Lolx.

nowadays kept shoppin..

din enjoy at 1st.. now a bit liao. hahaha.

why leh? duno. tink is de trill of buyin new stuf.

however, shoppin is tirin so i stil dun lik.

hm.. bought quite a bit of stuf. clothes.

hm.. so tired. i hope 2 go out w frenz le. but nt 4 shoppin. but if can go out w dem happy enuf liao. kbox rox.

yeah monday kayak. duno fun nt. muz c mood tt day. den ar tink i stayin over nite in sch. gt ccl camp. guys asked me 2 stay back. hehe y guys? becos only ian n houston ask ma. lolx.

luv de nite at cchsm. lolx. gona b fun. w me ard. hehe. too bad if u r de ppl goin 4 nitewalk. beware of ur back. i may b rite behind. hehe.

tue gt party 4 racial harmony ambassodor. but cant go. parents say i beta nt go. in case i sick. becos i tink i gona b sick liao. bad sore throat. cham. loola island waitin 4 me.. haha. cannt sick. stupid shoppin made me sick.

ppl hello. byebye.

"I'm sorry but I've 2 kick you off dis train..."

*Kicks*

"You are the 3rd bad passenger that i had so far..."

"Ti-ti-ti" *Door Closes*

"Nxt stop, 10th December 2004"


(Above text does not apply 2 someone)

To Someone

I'm sorry if i caused any distress to u. I tot of deletin de below text but I tink I shd juz leave it 4 u 2 c. There's more I wana say but this is a public blog so haf 2 kp mum. I'm sorry if i made u angry. Wish u happiness.

To Someone

U prob tink I’m a female jerk now. I already tried SO D*MN hard 2 keep mum abt EVERYTHIN. I kept so many things frm ppl. I kept all the upset feelins within me. Why I keep dem?! All becos I want u 2 b free. Y lose ur temper 2 some1 hu duno wat really happened 2 us?! I duno HOW de heck he knew. I NV TEL HIM. Watever I told him is juz a CASUAL remark. Nothin abt us. WHY CAN’T U TRUST ME? Who’s words r worth believing? I’m ME, nt anyone but ME. U noe I WON’T EVER HURT U. But u alwaz hurt me. IF U R ANGRY W ME, TEL ME! TEL ME! I’m alwaz HERE. My fren told me 2 call u. I cant. I rather wait 4 ur call. I don’t wan u 2 suddenly receive my call n listen 2 all dis sh*t. U prob tinkin all dis r STUPID. Ya u r d*mn right. But WHY r we lik dis now? I’m nt angry. Nv was. Only upset. Can’t u say “Sorry” ? Can’t u let me say “Sorry”? Can’t we juz crap in person lik b4? I’m ONLY ur fren. U said I was childish. U r too.

F**K

Walk walk walk. Guys said nothin is more tired den shoppin. Lolx. Well window shop is good exercise. Haha. I nv lik shoppin. But now I haf 2... For prom lo. Guys also shop 2 find a shirt 4 prom. Hm... Kanineth is de one hu is de best dressed lor. He looked gd in purple leh. Cool manx.


Jiening called me juz now. Wa long time no tok no c her liao. Haha. She asked me whther i lik black n white thingy... Hehe Christmas Present ar? Eh dun buy la I paiseh =X Haha. She said she bought gown liao. So fast. She wear liao sure v nice, HOR? Haha. Lolx I & JN is tt type cannt go out shoppin together de becos... Hm... Cannot la. Duno y also. Hor JN? Lolx.


Hm.. I n Liyi so diff taste lor. Hahaha. My color sense n her color sense all diff. Haha we gt diff style sense. Lolx. Eh but my art is gd ok I gt gd color sense de hor. Hahaha. Aiya. Speakin of art... Henry... *Sob sob* Haha. No la nt so kua zhang until cry la. His art v gd lo HOR.


Aiya. Sian. Ji Hyun is damn chio. Hu is she? She's Sassy Gal lor. Alamak so far I tink she's de most chio Asian gal... Sian y she so chio?!? Aiya!

can't wait 2 hop onto the next carriage..


>>> my train story

From David Yeo (1 of d S'pore Idol finalist)


I encourage all of you to have a passion. And when you have a dream, dare to reach for it. Don't ever let circumstances or people tell you that you cannot make it. Most importantly, have a passion that will last, not just something that will disappear together with you when you leave this world.


For me, my Idol journey is over, but life goes on. I may not be a celebrity for life, and will eventually get forgotten. Even big movie stars and pop stars get forgotten. Initially, I joined Singapore Idol because I wanted to make a difference. I hope that I have inspired some of you, and made a difference in your lives.


Well here it is. My last blog entry. I don't know whether you guys will get to see anymore of me. But hopefully, somewhere, deep down in your hearts, you will remember the pink shirt guy, the ex-beng, the law student, David Yeo.Dare to dream.


I tink he's cool manx. He was my favourite at 1st. Den he kana kicked out becos of Chris. Sad.


PS: All of de sudden, I missed Onray again. Tot tt today cld b more fun w him ard.

eww... so sweet.


disgusted. disgusted. disgusted.


looking away.


disgusted. disgusted. disgusted.


yuck. yuck. yuck.


ok de above is my feelins by order. haha.


went mom's place 2 c her cut hair 4 exam. left her place to play pool becos dere's nothin 2 do dere.


din noe old cinema changed 2 pool liao. i rmbred when i was young, my dad alwaz bring me dere 2 watch jackie chan's movie. lolx.


honsiang was d 1st 2 gan wo da zhao hu. gt didi, sl, ken, ys, jq & of cos hs. played w didi, ken & sl. didi later left d game becos he wan me play more 2 practise. Btw it was my 1st time playin pool. cool. tink didi also sian of playin w me. hehe. becos i so lan. aiya. oh well, enjoyed my game w K & SL. dey v cute. lame lai lame qu. my bulb almost explode. but fun le so played on. won 4 times. haha. became "pro" in de last 2 games. prob i'm juz lucky. i juz hit d ball hard it "reflected" n enter d "goal". lolx. so tyco. den ar qw & danni came later. i tink qw is a pro becos i heard quite a big commotion. haha. best is hs i tink.


went parkway 2 eat. tang yuan. den tok cok. SL asked guys whther dey mind if their gf is virgin. *cough* wat a qns. lolx. Den tok abt prom stuf. Some ppl sian diao. Some ppl v enthu la. Left early. Aiya I'm alwaz d 1 hu leave early.


when u start ignorin me i ignore u. when u start lookin away i look away too.
when i start ignorin u u ignore me. when i start lookin away u look away too.
it'll nv end.
cant we juz put an end 2 it? difficult hor.
long time no tok. fren.

been OUT dis few days so haf 2 go out w mama dis time. I mean mommy la. So went 2 her hair cuttin place lor... Den she "pun" my hair.. So old fashion sia.. She practisin 4 her exam ma. Alamak. I lok damn funny, lik a gal in old ah ma's hair do. hehe. Gt Japanese hairdo. So funny on my head.


yest went 2 send henry. actually i was pretty sad. but din show it. saw henry every now n den diam diam. i noe he's lookin at every1 hopin 2 rmbr our faces. he looked sad at times. sad.


i tot i wont cry le. i tot of savin tears for nxt yr 2 cry 4 him but ar..


captured videos of him b4 he left. he turned back every now n den 2 lok at us. i stil joke n tel liyi "look he sure turn bak.. See!" haha.. knew he's gona miss all of us. sad. danni cried. honsiang went away 2 cry too. den liyi cried. sad. real sad. but i was stil smilin den.


if i can.. i hoped 2 gif him a hug nxt yr when he come bak. really.


went 2 viewin gallery. saw planes tt r definitely nt his. peep-peep peep-peep. he msged us. danni cried. jq said d msg aloud. my fone vibrate. every1 dere received tt msg.

"Hey,reali thanx u all alot alot.. It's a blessing tt i haf known u guys.. I love u all!! Bye! *sob*"

gues wat, de amazin thin happened. i cried. becos i rmbred tt he taught me n some others javelin.. sad tt we may nv c him play javelin n act seh liao.. sad. wah shit la tears gona flow again.


i rmbred d times he stayed bak 2 help build d bazaa shelter. d times he, kz n i sat in Mac tokin n eatin my box of 20 nuggets. i rmbred him msgin me n tel me nt 2 tink of sad thins n study hard. i rmbred he walked w me round aljunied juz 2 waste our time. i rmbred his cheeky smile. i rmbred his BHBness n alwaz showin off his near perfect muscles. dang. i rmbred he asked me 2 trust him. i did.


sad.


"huh liyuan cry also ar.." someone said.


ya liyuan cried. saw many others hu cried. u ppl know hu u r. i was even more touched when i c de guys cry. honsiang said he saved tears juz 2 cry 4 him tt day. 1st dec 2004. touchin. didi also cried. eyes were so red. he was sad tt henry nv go w de boys 2 cycle at east coast 1 last time b4 he go. den i c him lik tt. i cried again. i tink we ran out of tissues den. haha.


well well, he'll b back nxt yr. hopefully he show himself. i v scared he dun wana let us c him. muz save tears. nxt yr cry more 4 him.


We luv onray.

Sad. sad. sad.

19feb.


yan ling
du yinwei
kimberley
szesian
zhiyong


agatha
chunkiat
jacqueline
jiening
jieying
kaizhao
jie >> liyi
peifen
pervert >> val
shuli
teo >> huiying
tianlong
tracy
weifeng
xuejiao
yumin
yongsen


amelia soon
xiaxue

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