Sunday, October 24, 2004
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END
RETURN AFTER Os
ASKTALAVISTA, I'LL BE BACK.
7:30 AM;
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Studied in sch yest. Chose yest partly becos its a Sat n dat dere's np. Haha kind of Dua Pai becos de cadets all greeted me when i'm at de second floor n dey r at de 32 clas-rm blk ground floor. Den ar in de mornin can study becos only me jon ZR in 4JT. Den after lunch more of jon's guy frenz came so i went 2 4LY lor becos gt HB, de only gal at de 2nd level.
haha HB seems really excited abt prom, i'm stil ok w it. dun wan 2 tink too much abt it becos it'll distract me. Anyway tink de prom wont b fun. I mean nt becos of de prom (i'm sure it'll b fun under Tammy's organisation) but becos of de ppl dere. I tink some unhappiness wil happen. Somethin NOT related to me. Other ppl's stuf. Nvm til den we shall find out ba. Probably outsider wont noe wat wil happen. Only insider wil noe.
drew somethin in de mornin, i tink its ke ai. 1st time draw tt kind of thin le but it loks nice actually, nt ugly. dunno whther it is THROWN away nt.. haha. nv say thanx. so probably thrown away. aiya so ke xi.
Dis is probably my last entry b4 de comin Os liao. Left a week 2 de long week of exams. So muz really pai if nt sure die. Cannt afford 2 b distracted liao though i'm truly am. I need lots of motivation can any1 gif me?
7:14 AM;
Friday, October 22, 2004
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i've been searching for someone online... but i juz cant find...
10:29 AM;
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Hahaha, jie said I've been acting happy lately. Ooh is tt so? Ok la. Hm.. Yest Practical.. Wah liu its a total flop lor. Horrendous readings n observations. Sigh my titration readin a little too high. Sad. 19.90 cm3 leh. Den ar metal cld b wrong. Magnesium. But I tried diff readins n calculate de molecular formula of de metal. It only can be Mg or Al. However accordin 2 de equation its MIO3 so ar it shd b Na. But if its Na den de titration readin shd b 20.00cm3 so its impossible.
hm.. paiseh leh fren, zhen bu hao yi si. din mean 2 turn away when i c u. haha. reflex action la. oh ya b careful dun *roll* (in chinese) into another trouble. erm dat's my indirect way of sayin stuf. u gues urself lor. juz b careful ba. in terms of boy gal frenships. my sensativity radar detect somethin again. hey i tink u shd noe tt i've been so far correct. haha.
hm.. tink quite sad la. i slack a lot. cham liao. i wana study. but i juz dun haf de mood. y i dun haf de mood. no idea. no mood lar.
7:40 AM;
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
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I WILL study hard.
Dun worry.
So funny ppl tink i get distracted a lot. Ok la i do get distracted by my nails (dey looked horrid) n radio. haha i cut my fingernails short so tt i do nt need 2 bother abt dem. i switched off my radio. hahaha. but too bad lar cant switch off my brain becos i need 2 use it. erm. haha.
I will Jiayou!
12:57 PM;
Monday, October 18, 2004
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read jiening's entry. hahaha. interestin =P realli. hahaha. i used net in secret de so cant type so much. haha. she said i bhb in sports hahahaha! realli i tot i sux at it except my PFT la. Hehe. Okie I c my BHBness. lolx. i'm glad becos of some thins tt she n takit tok a lot again. haha. can c she enjoyed his company greatly. *cough* as fren only hor ppl. ar well, i probably rmbr jn 4 a long (times infinite) time. hahaha.
lolx. tok to jon last nite abt his stuf n teeny weeny abt mine. haha finally hear his "ha ha ha ha" laughter becos someone said his laughter v funny. hahaha. i made him laugh twice lik tt. his laughter really v funny lor. lik old grandpa lik tt. on de fone we lame here n dere. kept sayin qian da thins 2 one another. hahaha.
frenz forever.
study.
7:02 AM;
Sunday, October 17, 2004
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dun severe ties w np!
oh yest graduation nt fun de. nt emotional at all. de only emotional part is teo almost cry after i hug her. she moody ma den i an1 wei4 her. den stil gt 1 more gan3 dong4 part is vanessa's speech 4 her dad..
den ar went 2 take fotos. din take much. wah liu king n onray nv take foto w me. make me sian diao. but later onray gt take la. den ar gt somethin else. nt really tt bu shuang after noeing where dis bunch of ppl went after sch n til 2 r 3am in de morning. interestin. v sweet.
i went 2 Mac at Sing Post w NP dudes. sat around dis long round table. hahaha. so funny leh. gt ONE empty seat left. haha. oh well, we chit chat read jon's entry in angel's autograph bk. tink harry n kim v fun lor, both v ke ai kept jokin ard. luckily also gt moon w her tuo1 diao4 song if nt i sure sian. sigh wil really miss ppl esp moon kim harry.. dey brought me laughter.
went hm msg teo. den received msg frm takit. he xplained some stuf. he said its best 2 xplain thins fast. den felt happy la. den called teo. chit chat a while. 11plus tt time.
dear fren, hahaha dun feel awakward leh. ok fine i'm feelin awakward too. hahaha funny ar.. can we ever b gd frenz again? lol.
sigh.
suddenly tot of principal tink he quite nice as he's leavin w us. he gave us bear bear postcards n some bk w old fotos of cchsm. actually he's nice lar. at least we'll nv 4get him eh? haha.
sian nxt thu practical liao. honestly i haf no mood to study it. becos. aiyah. sian.
oh yah luv jiening n liyi's letter 2 me. so interestin. quite de same sia. all de "nt worth it for.." den ar de "forest v big.." n de "muz study k.." n de "dun tink so much.. " hahaha. so funny.
i rmbr ruiqi gave me de "many fishes in de sea.." den liyi's is "many trees in de forest.." haha all tellin me gt beta "fish" n "tree" out dere. den jiening's more direct.. gt beta *cough* --- out dere.. hahaha. i hope ba. lolx. but.. hahaha. nvm. does --- care? haha. probably yes. probably no at all. but i dun care liao. for now.
dear fren, haha lik tt part u said i'm nt de old me n he's nt de old him. true. sad lar.
STUDY jiayou ppl!
7:33 AM;
Friday, October 15, 2004
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went to meridian jc. din haf gd impression becos of terrible transport. met hanzhong donsiang jasmine sabrina (both chio bu frm gmps).
went to temasek jc. nt tt GREAT la. expected. but kana lik it. met a lot of old frenz. cheekiang kuanrei arthur huiqun junxiang daphne derek. ck tang looked de same. no change at all. kr lok more handsome. arthur erm darker. huiqun v dark. junxiang slimer n good lookin. daphne stil as chio n str forward as ever. derek more charisma pretty shuai. haha. hey for ppl lik kr, derek n junxiang whom i noe only online ar.. we tok more den 3 sentences. nice. hehe.
hmm.. overall i tink i stil lik tjc beta. becos i aimed 4 it. n i tink it has life.
hmm.. tml graduation liao. i hope i can cry. lik tt more sweet mah. haha. lik npcc. sigh. sad.
c campcraft ground last time. c clasrm last time. c cchsm lake last time. c logrm last time.
some ppl ar.. i scared i may nv meet dem again. luv dem all. sigh.
i'll missed all hu i know. esp some. esp some hu left deep footprints in my path. yup.
7:25 PM;
Sunday, October 10, 2004
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STUdYiNG
time!
Every1 muz jiayou!
Pai!
Ping le!
Chiong ar!
6:57 AM;
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smiles.
laughter.
frenz.
love.
fades away.
tears.
hope.
wait.
til...
6:49 AM;
Saturday, October 09, 2004
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Laughter - My theory
1) Extreme laughter - Fake laughter sounds lik a crow. Usually irritates people becos it sounds totally unpleasant. Scary. Ppl wil nt lik de person.
2) Quiet laughter - Someone who is nei4 xiang4. Usually haf nt much frenz but ppl r willin 2 befren he/she becos ppl wil feel tt he/she can b a sincere fren. Ppl usually c he/she as trustworthy.
3) Loud laughter - Sometimes unpleasant but it usually come from someone who is also sincere (in other words he/she laughed frm his heart, nt fake)
4) Attention-seekin laughter - Some gals r gd at dis one. It attracts de opp sex. Depends on gal's personality. Some uses it becos dey wana attract guy's attention, no good. Some juz do nt realise it but hurts others unintentionally. Guys usually dun haf dis laughter. Guys mostly haf smiles tt attracts de opp sex.
5) Bubbly laughter - Usually lovable person. Always brighten up people's life. Usually haf a lot of frenz. Makes ppl wana laugh along with he/she. Truthful fren.
6) Laughter tt makes ppl laugh - Usually lovable too. But it depends on y he/she laugh. If he/she laugh becos he/she is teasin another, he/she sux. Usually brightens up ppl's days but sometimes can hurt other's feelins.
Haha. I lame la. Becos I heard some ma.
Yest play badminton. After tt I almost tot I lost my hp. Scared me. Sigh i a bit distracted la. Hm.. luckily only 1 more week in clas. Some ppl wil noe wat i mean. Sigh. Moon said dunno she graduation wil cry nt. Sigh I dun tink I wil. C our form cher can cry meh? No way manx. Unles he does say somethin touchin.
Blah, is it so difficult to become old frenz again? Haha.
dear fren, gt time chat chat hor. I tink now de best relaxation bsides playin is chit chat liao. Haha. heart 2 heart tok rox.
Sian.
David Yeo was elimimated last nite. Wah liu so bu shuang lor. He is such a truthful contestant unlik Jerry. Wah liu! Sigh. So sad. I voted for him leh. So sad. Gues I'll haf 2 focus my vote on Sylvester b4 he kana eliminated becos some ppl vote 4 de KNS jerry.
I missed the old you...
6:48 AM;
Thursday, October 07, 2004
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suspicion. suddenly i felt somethin is nt right. somethin. but i dun get wat. hope i'm nt treated lik a fool or somethin. pls dun.
hey
nice tokin 2 u on tue. oei u so bad din reply my msg again. mayb u dunno how 2 reply or perhaps no time. if its de mentioned reason i forgive u. haha.
thanx 4 callin on tue, heart to heart tok. tink some thins r sorta sort out. haha i lik chattin over de phone. tink we had an unique frenship leh.
tink i stil gt a lot 2 tel u. but muz c if u let me tel u. u alwaz study but dunno whther u r tt productive nt. ok la u r lah. haha. u c la last time u so slack den i also become slack slack de. now v difficult 2 become hardworkin =(
19 months 7 plus days liao.. haha longer den u.
dun fade away my fren..
4:54 PM;
Monday, October 04, 2004
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Oei BIG fellow, wat's up man?! 9 days liao haha. Enough not?!
Though I'm takin pleasure in ignorin u but hey i rather tok den ignore.
yeah! v happy today! results moderate until v gd hehe. V shuang! lolx. But my sch position sux.. 197 i tink. kanasai. but i'm stil impressed w my results becos my L1R5 is beta den many ppl hu hace their positions in front of me.. hehe. too bad la hor. ok i shut up. hehe.
dear blah, recently felt beta. probably becos my feelins 4 u seem 2 haf changed. tink its becos i'm disappointed abt ur character. no offence. u wana noe wat's wrong? haha c if i can tel u ba.. i was happier 2day. i dunno wat's the reason. felt more normal. 4 the last few weeks my secret keepers all noe i've been v paranoid n rather depressed. cant count the days i cried. haha. i have 2 move on. but no matter wat happens i'll stil stand by u. i dunno wat u r tinkin rite now. can i haf a penny 4 ur tots? =) All the best..
5:02 PM;
Friday, October 01, 2004
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dear friends, those entries below ar if u tink i'm tokin abt u, sorry hor, becos i type blog to vent frustrations n partly wan u 2 c.
dear friend, it has been 6 days since I last tok to u liao. Wat's wrong? U seem 2 b avoidin me, wat did i do wrong? Den of cos I dare nt tok to u n i also start 2 avoid u liao. Sigh. Din mean it but u noe la.. Matters of heart ma. But I tink we shd really tok. I noe u alwaz come online 4 a purpose, to check on ****, so i gues if u bother abt me u'll read my blog. Today i managed 2 call u once. But after tt.. Paiseh leh I tink I avoid u until v cham. I dunno wat 2 do le becos u also lik tt ma. Hey if u read dis n u tink is u den call me can? I v paiseh everytime call u. Sigh. Sad. We r nt friends meh? I tink its time 4 us 2 tok n sort thins out. Really.
dear friend, i'm sorry abt 2day. wasnt too happy after i heard somethin frm u. i noe u tried 2 avoid tellin me by sayin ">>> n others lor".. but i sensative ma so i can gues. hehe. tel u ar i tried v hard nt 2 cry. i dunno y i felt so sad. nt becos of u. u r innocent. probably if u wana understand me u try 2 c me thru my eyes lor. i alwaz c ++++ thru my eyes den can gues how ++++ felt or wat ++++ try to do.. sorry hor. i tink v cham becos of dis matter our relationship became v jiang4. rmbr de msg last nite? nowadays i alwaz fan3 abt tt. i dunno wat de hell ++++ is tryin 2 do. call me if u tink we need 2 tok. thanx 4 tellin me n explainin thins 2 me de last time. i had a so much clearer pic of thins. though thins r explained but somethins cannt b avoided. sorry tt i stil feel v uneasy. sorry 4 2day hor. sorry.
2:26 PM;